________ * unforgettable MeMoRiEsS -

2009-07-23T10:59:00.000-07:00

GRRRR~!
Im so boredd at home..
nth to do..only youtube, cable tv n housework..):
so boringg..
cant go out..keep coughing..
sians..baby oso nt sure tmr book out or sat?
didnt really talk to him for last week, coz his grandmother passed away..):
then i oso nt feeling well, dun wanna pass the bug to him..

Sat having dental check up..prolly for scaling and polishing
plus let the dentist check on my wound for the tooth
which was extracted abt 3weeks ago..

Superb boring ahh..
ok..gotta prepare to leave hse to meet my cust @ Paya Lebar le..
not good to be late..
especially when i have postponed it for sooo many days..
supposed to meet on mon de but nv go work..
since nth to do at home. plus nt so good to change the appt again..
jiu go meet her bahs..

See ya!~

2009-07-22T18:58:00.000-07:00

woohoo~
finally has a chance to revive my blog.
ever since IPP has started, i seldom use the hse com le.
coz bro is always using when im home or lazy to on the com coz its sooooo laggg
):..

Currently on one week MC! z.z
Sun midnight have slight fever.
Mon wanted go work..took train till city hall jiu cant take it le..
wanna faint n vormit, so went Raffles City Shopping Centre toilet to wash up..
then think for awhile whether shd go work not.
in the end really cant take it, jiu cabbed home

Reached home, napped, wake up still having slight fever.
Thus, went to see the doc downstairs..wait super long lahs
then doc say i got throat infection n slight fever.
still got virus attack..dunno what type of virus yet
so prescribe me some medicine.
then wan me to be on 3-5 days mc to see if need stronger medicine - Tamiflu.
I asked tues can go work nt..she say cant.
must at least take 3 days of mc then go see her again before i go back to work
so that it win be spread to my colleagues.):

then ysd went to see the doc again..
Sians. still cant go work lahs. my throat is still abit infected.
Damn pain..she jiu extend my mc for 2 more days..
z.z That day shdnt bargain lahs
waste $$ see doc. LOLs.
$26 + $25 = $51..):

Think yingzi they all getting pay today. hope she can collect the cheque for me lahs
no $$ liaos..):
feeling so uncomfortable.

Gotta go and work on my bs navigations le..
Blog when im free again lors.

Lastly, Happy 26th monthsary to you baby..(:

baby..dun say i didnt blog hor..hee(:

2009-05-25T12:16:00.000-07:00

我真的觉得很闷，所以决定再回来写我的blog.

哈哈。

Today made 2 new friends, Ying Zi and Asila.

they will accompany throughout my 12 weeks for my IPP.

Asila is actually xq's sec friend.haha

We were damn bored in the morning lahs..

chatted in MSN tgt.

hee(:

We were in lab 314, Sally's room.hahaha

so boring lors.

nth to do..

Mr Yip gave us 5 pracs. but i dun think we would need 5 days to complete it?

LOL..

This is the pic that ying zi drew on msn..

haha

see how bored we are..

z.z

Haix..only half of the day is gone..

n im alr so B.O.R.E.D!

2009-05-24T22:05:00.000-07:00

Finally updating my blog liaos..

Friday

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY Baby! (:

Last day of FYPJ.
Handed the whole project to Ms See as Ms Ng isnt ard..
Actually can leaved after that..but i stayed on...
Went ard taking photos..
Then Ms Oh came to find me,
she told me that i will be posted to Barclays (which i know long ago).
But the Company haven send them the confirmation letter
thus still dunno where to report, the working hours, allowance and so on..
AND..
I will start work only on 1st June coz the company is nt ready to take us in yet.
LOL. but that means 1 week w/o pay. somemore gt to report to sch everyday..):

After school, went to xq place to pass her things.
Settled some bs stuffs, then takeaway KFC Home for dinner.hahaha

Saturday
Went market to help mummy in the morning.
Then I went home first to help mum mopped the house..
Its the whole house hoh..haha
After that, baby came to pick me up to his place.
Used his com for awhile, went out with him to deliver the dumplings that his mum n aunts made.
Then picked his bro up.
N back to his place.
Then went out with his sis n bro to watch Night in the Museum II
Nice show!(:
Then back to baby's place. And he send me back home after that..hee

Baby..thanks for the surprises. Love ya(:
1. The Bag
2. The Card

Actually got 3 de..but 1 he didnt manage to get..LOL
I want to confess something..n that is..
baby. actually, i saw the 2nd surprise long ago. But i didnt see what its inside.
Then pretend that i dunno anything at all..wahahahaha..

There's quite a change in the events today..
But..it turned out to be fine after all..hee(:

Sunday
Helped mummy in the morning again. Then went home to sleep for awhile in the noon.
Then met 1 customer in the evening..
and home-ed again..
Boring sunday..

Gotta report to school tmr morning at 8.30am..sians
for 1 week ahhhhh..

Regine say maybe she will be meeting me on thurs
to pass me the things she brought for me frm Beijing.
So excited. but guilty, coz i didnt get her anything that time..opps..
n oso didnt get her bd pressie.
yet she still rmb me n brought smth for me..
hmph..gotta prepare a big gift for her bd this year..(:
miss ya babe! Meet up soon lehs..we keep postponing our meet-up..LOLs

I wan to go shopping(:

P.S. I just found out that there are many ppl out there reading my blog. But nobody tags my tagboard lahs..):
So ppl who are reading, pls tag1 Thanks..(:

2009-04-29T08:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday xq n i skipped pe
We wanted to go to the stadium to train for our napfa next week
but so suay lahs
when we reached there, its under renovation.
super sians can.
then got to walk all the way to j8 again
LOLs
thurs most prob going there to swim..
hahaha
v long since i went swimming..

Hope i can get at least a bronse for napfa next week
but dun be surprised if i fail.
coz my sit-up n standing broad jump cfm cmi de.
hahahahaha

I am just super fed -up
i just dun understand WHERE ARE MY RIGHTS?
and what ppl are thinking lahs
so INTERESTING & IRONIC

To me, its a NIGHTMARE !

2009-04-27T08:44:00.000-07:00

Went to help mum in the market
Then went home, bath..
mum n her fren went to Vesak @ Orchard
while i waited for bro to finish his tuition
then tcher cavin drove us there..(:

When reached, was raining super heavily.
he dropped us at Paragon, then we walked over to ngee ann city to find mum
found mum, aunt and mum's fren
walked ard the stalls, spending up the coupons.
Then aunt took us ard to take pics..
aunt is doing volunteer work there..
but she slack awhile, bring us ard..hee(:

After buying everything n taking pics, aunt went back to her stall
then the rest of us walked to Far East there to take bus 54 home.

Then use com and watched tv le..all the way till 10++
before sleeping, i msg baby that i was sick and wanna rest early.
then just when i was about to slp, the NIGHTMARE happens !
Mum and Dad had a big fight..
over passport..
when dad was in hospital that time, we confiscated his passport
so that he wun alays go m'sia n anyhow eat things
then becoz he today going m'sia with a fren
he QUARRELED with us.
a very BIG one.
he noe that his passport is with 2nd sis.
he called her in the middle of nite telling her that he want his passport no matter wad
he says he will go over at 5am.
WTH
sis needs to work la. and she is already marrried
and is staying with her in-laws
so mum threatened that if he dares to do so,
mum is going to call grandma and ask her to be the judge
see if dad is right to do so.

then dad just keep shouting..
mum didnt want to quarrel with him at first.
but in the end, she shouted at him.
this is the first time that they are having such a big fight
actually mum has been tolerating alot.
she envies her friends having their husband bringing them to temple n so on to pray
but mum has never expected her husband to do so
coz its just impossible.
he would only fetch his frens here n there.
but not his wife or children. except bro..
dun say mum, i also hoped that my dad can fetch me frm sch or out
but he done so only when he feels like it or when mum told him to do so.
i really missed the days....
when dad's full job was a taxi-driver.
he would always bring bro n i go zoo or jurong bird park every mon as that is his rest day
but when is the last time he did that?
so so long ago that i dun even rmb.

but dad was really too much ysd
he says mum has been living on him for all these years
HEY! my mum has been a housewife taking care of us for so many years'
do u think if u n ur 4 children would survive without her?
NO! u dun care abt us.
dun say abt bro, just we 3 sisters. especially me.
if we have anything, we would rather tell mum than telling u.

but we care abt ur health thats y we stop u
we dun wan to see u landing in hospital again
u shd noe ur health condition
ur kidney is alr nt functioning v well.
n e amt of insulin u take starts to increase coz u r nt having a gd diet.
but wad u say to mum lat night?
die die lor
bro n i haven finish studying lehs
next, wad u say?
ask mum n bro go work, u stay at home?
come on la.
mum didnt go out n work, but the work she do at home is enuf ok?
did u helped her? NO
instead, u add on to her work
sis n i would help mum with her housework whenever we can.
u drive cab, tired
then mum sleep later than u, wake up earlier than u.
do some work, go market, come back, take a short nap (sometimes dun even have time) then start preparing for dinner, wash clothes, fold clothes n so on........
u go drive cab, eat what u like.

that time when u are discharged, you stay at home for so many days
mum went to work
u only helped her to hang clothes out
cooked lunch? in the end u make the clothes smelly coz u fried fish with clothes in kitchen
then u keep saying its bored
sis finally agreed to let u drive cab
n this is wad she get?

Eldest sis went for wedding dinner ysd
Received my msg, 2nd sis call..
she cried.
dun even dare to come home
keep calling and msging me
to make sure things are ok le
then she come back
2nd sis took a cab n rushed back.
returned u ur passport le..happy with that?

this morning, u can still come n ask me to charge phone for u?
i still did coz u r my dad
but did u think abt the things that u say ysd?
isit fair to mum? to us?
u never thought abt things tht can be said n those that cant
w/o checking things out, u say bro had so much $ coz he steals?
but u dun have any proof that he did that..
everytime oso like that.
that time say bro join gang, alr said u cant say that
yet u did it again?
everytime like that
u shd noe that bro listens to u more than mum
he likes u more than mum
but u r destroying all these.

U say all these trouble ysd r caused by us
U think we v free ah? Sis today no need work?
i no sch?
We all do things for hu?
nth do mehs?
U r nt being fair to us.
wadever lahs. but wad u say abt mum ysd is just too much
is this wad u shd say abt a wife, a mother hu has been taking care of the family all these years?

I got nothing else to say..................

p.s. i am merely ranting here..
i guess this would be e 2nd time i saw we 3 sisters crying over family matters
within a year..LOL

2009-04-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

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2009-04-20T02:42:00.000-07:00

Haix..

Today is just not my day..):

1. Woke up late in the morning. Kena scolded by Mum.
2. Nearly late for school.
3. Helped my partner to sign in, and kena caught..

BECAUSE....

When he reach sch, my supervisor walk out from her office and saw him walking in with his bag.
Then kena scolded and she warned us that we cant do that for each other or ppl frm other projects AGAIN or else...
And this time she will take it into consideration with our marks.. ):

Sians..

My marks alr deduct till v low liaos i think..then she keep deducting..): ):

Finally my volunteer work is all over..
This weekend can stay at home n have a good rest liaos.. (:
But the weekend next week and the week after next is gonna be busy again
due to Vesak Day Celebration..

Soon, will be baby and I de 2nd Anniversary liaos..
Gonna be budget..!

Mel and Sally have both left for Suzhou today..
hope they will have a pleasant and safe trip.
All the best.. Will miss u guys..(:

Im really tired..
Tired of facing the com for so many hours everyday
Tired of waking up so early to come sch everyday
Tired of.....many....many....more........
simply, im just tired of everything...

2009-04-15T01:49:00.002-07:00

Wow..
It seems that i have not been blogging for quite a long time..
hahahs..
being busy with blogshops and FYPJ.
blogshop = spamming, spamming n spamming
FYPJ = print screen, research, doing documentation..
As my programming skills is v weak,my supervisor has decided to let me focus on documentation instead..
she n my partner will work on coding..

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2009-03-23T00:10:00.000-07:00

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2009-03-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hmm..got back results lers.
Quite happy with the grades but not v happy with my GPA..
Got 4bs, 1b+ and 1a..
But my GPA only 2.477..(previously was 2.2??)
Sians.
anyways, just came back from my breakfast break..
hahas..

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2009-03-16T11:08:00.000-07:00

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2009-03-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

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2009-03-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

Well..long time since i blogged.
A week has passed since the start of FYPJ..
hmm..well..lot of ppl thinks its boring.
For me, I think I am quite busy coz my supervisor is kind of strict..
and she assigns alot of stuffs for us to do as we have to present to our Deputy Director Next Friday..Stressed.

Saturday, 07/03/09

Meet baby and xq at Far East for shopping..then meet my class ppl at city hall.
they were all late.so the 3 of us went to NYNY for our lunch n dinner.
nearly reached $60..(:

Then we went to the Singapore Entertainment Award 2009 at Marina Bay Floating Platform..
Although, we received the tickets FOC, but in the end, we were being moved to the centre seats which can see the whole performance clearly..(:
There are local artists like Stephanie Sun, JJ Lin.. Taiwan artists like Show Luo, Aska 杨宗纬, and many more were also present for the Award Ceremony. Overall, i think it was quite good.(:
But baby seems to be abit bored coz he prefers English Songs..Opps....

Then today morning went to the market to help Mum..
I was damn tired lahs..
lucky it was busy so i dun feel like slping..
but ard 11+ when there is no more ppl..i have alr finish washing up the things.
I began to sit on the chair and lean against the wall..and I fell asleep.
even mum call me, I also cant hear lahs.till she shout louder.
so Paiseh..

Then 2nd sis ordered pizza hut for lunch..
After eating, went to take a nap for 2h.
then 6+ we jiu went to the Allison Hotel there de vegetarian restaurant to have dinner..
as a belated celebration for Mum's lunar birthday (its yesterday.LOLss)..
Only I know that it was mum's lunar birthday.
if i didnt sent an sms telling my sis they all, i think there wun be such a dinner today..
so..credits to me..opps..hehe..joking..(:
Didnt get any present for mum..dunno whether shd I share with bro not lehs..
he got a necklace for mum but well..not very nice..hahas

I just realised that I have alot of pictures but I am very lazy to upload them up..hehe..

2009-02-26T23:57:00.000-08:00

Finally exams are over! It ended on Tues, 24/02/09..
But we have only less than a week of holidays then FYPJ will start.):

25/02/09
Yesterday was Baby's 20th birthday..
But he has school in the morning and I have to go to the market to help Mum.
thus, I went over to his place in the late afternoon.
When i was reaching, I thought I would be super late.
In the end, when I reach baby's place, He haven bath lahs!
still playing games.WTH!..so in the end we drag till 4plus then leave his place.

Reach City Hall ard 5?
Then went robinsons to get my DIOR lip gloss
coz i want to use up my stupid $10 voucher as it expires at the end of this month
(given by my manager for my OT pay when I was still working in Robinsons (CP) which was 2 years ago?LOL)
Then we headed to Marina Square for our dinner.
Wanted to eat Yuki&Yaki..but not within our budget?
So in the end we ate Pizza Hut which was like not much diff?60++
But given a free mug as we spent over $50..
Baby's family wanted to meet us to go Jack's place for dinner de.
But we alr place our order when they called.LOL
After dinner, we walked ard then baby pei me trained back to Bishan.
I went off first to pass my Belt to Joey (Purpur Sales Assistant) for her to do smth
while Baby went to meet Tcher Charles (his god-father) to get red packet..
Hahas..The celebration is short but overall, it was an enjoyable day..(:

If you guys are wondering what I got for Baby as his present,
I made him a birthday card and a simple photo holder and hid it in his room de cabinet.(:

26/02/09
Meet Hs after her work in Orchard to get my tank top from Mango
then trained to bugis to meet Xq for dinner.
But in the end we went to eat dinner individually.Coz both of us want to eat smth light.
So xq went to eat with Qingxiong.
Then an auntie came to sell us tissue paper.I recognised the auntie.She was the one who scolded me n xq coz we dun wan to buy frm her..WTH!
This time round, we bought from her..hahas.
Then hs n i headed to bishan de Purpur to see clothes then home sweet home(:

2009-02-22T23:08:00.000-08:00

20/02/09
Cabbed to Baby's place to get a lift from his parents to Downtown East for Baby, Kaman and JunYuan's birthday Chalet.
The room was the same as my birthday chalet last year.so coincidental.hahas.
The room was damn dirty lahs..helped to clean up..
When baby's friends arrived, we went to E-Hub coz the guys want to play Maximum Tune..
LOL..Then they went to bowling..More and more ppl turned up..
Then Shufang (Kaman's gf), Jasmine (Junyuan's gf) and I got bored, so we decided to walk back to the chalet to watch Tv..8+ we went back to find them..and my gold slipper broke so we went to New Urban Male to get a pair of slippers. 30+ lahs. Sians. Then pei dear go meet his aunt, send his aunt they all back, took some drinks frm them and back to chalet. the rm key was with me, thus locking the rest out of the room lahs.so guilty.hee(:.Managed to catch last 5mins of my 9pm show..LOL.

Then went to Changi Village for our dinner + supper..After that went to a remoted carpark for awhile.got police came to spot-check.but baby n his friends say its 'class gathering'.thus, they have nth to say.hahas..then back to the chalet. slacked. then erm.smth happened to Sf and Kaman..but lucky, everything turned out to be fine in the end.Slept at 2-3+ then got woken up at 5+ by Kaman and Sf's snoring..LOL..then laughters with Dingwen, Jasmine, Junyuan, Baby and me..hahas..

21/02/09
Happy 20th Birthday to YiJie! &&&&&&

Bon Voyage Candice!

6++ in the morning, went to Baby's aunt place to pick his aunt and uncle to work..then went to the airport to meet Eric and Hongchan to send Candice off.As she will be going to Melbourne to continue her studies. Some of friends are also there. But her parents are not there coz they went in to the gate first.LOL.Thanks for the breakfast treat babe. Lynn and Xiuzhen came later to join us as well.As the time for Candice to go into the gate, her eyes began to turn red and starts to 'she bu de' us and her other friends..As we walked her to the gate, we were really sad.After all, we had known each other since Sec1, 7 years of friendship..Although we became closer when we were in the same class from Sec 3..

I think I will really miss this good friend of mine..But gal, take care of urself when u are there alone..always keep in touch through MSN or Facebook? Time will pass fast, 4years will be gone in a flash..Furthermore, you will be coming back this Oct/Nov..(:

After sending Candice off, we sent Eric and HongChan to Hongchan's place there then send lynn and Xz to Pasir Ris to take bus.Then we went back to the chalet to find the rest still sleeping..LOL..Then they washed up and went back to E-hub to play Maximum-tune..Haix.We 3 gals then went to walk ard..After playing, went to Kaman's mum stall there to have our lunch..Slacked for a while then went to Sheng Shiong, giant to get some stuffs..Then collect Satay and other stuffs.Then started our BBQ!

9+ in the night, went to Prima Deli to collect Xq de cake.Then went to her BBQ..Stayed till 12+..After my class ppl went off, Baby and I jiu went back to our chalet.After awhile, we came out again to go blow wind..Went to pick xq, sw, geo and freaky..went Changi Village.Saw 'bapok' in the carpark.Then went to have our supper at the same place.Send Xq n Sw back then back to the chalet..

22/02/09
Happy Birthday Xueqi! (:

Baby and Kaman got ticket in the morning.hahas.actually baby put coupons ysd nite then sf say sunday free parking.so he threw it away..and the ticket is within the time limit he put ysd lahs..LOL..waste $30..while its Kaman's 2nd ticket as he alr got 1 ysd.LOL.
Wanted to bbq te leftover food.But it rain halfway through..Sians.

Then at 4+ Baby Sent me home jiu go meet his aunt to return car..(:

2009-01-09T22:27:00.000-08:00

Thanks for tagging and all the concern people!
Well appreciated..(:..really thanks a million..
Updates of daddy's condition:

06/01/09
Dad had been undergoing dialysis since last night.
This is becoz his kidneys are not functioning well enough
to get rid of the water in his lungs.
before he wad admitted, we already know from his
kidney specialist that he has been seeing that his
kidney only had 48% functioning le..
then when he was admitted into hospital,
the doctor had also explained to us that he may need
kidney dialysis le..so we are quite prepared lahs..
but seeing him so xin ku, we also very xin ku..especially mum
so the least we could do is try not let her be alone and think so much luhhs.

Aunt came to see dad during her lunch break today..
she pass me a red packet to give to mummy..
then still give both me n bro $50 each to buy food for ourselves.
though i keep rejecting, she still insists and say nvm, coz she just got her bonus..
LOLs..so nice of her..my small aunt also dotes on me and my bro since we are young..
But bro n I both decided to donate half of the money to earn merits for daddy..(:
N surprisingly, the idea came from my bro first luhhs.
I always donate ard $50 when i get my pay de
so not very surprisingly lahs.lol

07/01/09
dad's condition has got better, he dun need dialysis for the time being.
dun need to depend on the machine for oxygen
and a tube to control his blood pressure ke
and he had been transferred to the
Intensive Care Area (ICA) in the late evening.
still the same, only 2 visitors at a time as
there are now 5 people in a room..must be considerate.
however, he is still not out of danger yet..

08/01/09
Second sis and bro-in-law has gone back to work today.
In the afternoon, dad has been transferred from the ICA to the normal ward le..
that is a good thing as it means that his condition has got better le.
n eldest sis finally do not need to stay at the hospital for the night le.
however, his blood pressure is stiil quite high..v worrying lahs..
but..his kidneys seems to recovering as dad is able to pass out water le..
just hope everything will continue to go well.

09/01/09
dad's condition seems to be improving well.
and may be able to discharge soon i think..
but his chest and lung infection is not totally recovered yet
and his hand is still quite swollen..

I dunno what is wrong with the doc who gives my dad injection lahs
can cause him to bleed so much de.
WTH!..
dunno got license not sia.
my 2nd sis will be eating vegetarian for my dad for a month.
Whereas I will try to eat whenever I can..hee..
This week alr eat for 3 days le..hee

AND
my family has decided to close down the market stall soon..
maybe after the CNY..
think the customers will be sad?
hahas..
We will be reopening on Sunday..
Dunno if all the customers will come back??
Just hope so..Think i will also be going to help mummy?
Just in case..LOLs

Although dad is in hospital, but it gives a chance for our family to get together and improve the relationship between us. Sisters and I seldom talk so much de lahs.but now we do..when dad is in ICU and in a very critical condition, sis is still not back in sg yet, 2nd sis and i would still tell each other that daddy would definitely get well de..(:..
and alot of relatives came to see dad and can see that dad
is very touched as there is a few times that i saw dad in tears..
but at that time he still cant talk as there are tubes in his throat..
I would like to thank the relatives who came tp visit and encourage daddy..
especially 2 of his younger sisters.they went to pray for him late at night
and even came when they are unwell..
Alot of eldest sister's friends, ex-colleagues also came to see daddy..LoL..

A Big "THANK YOU" to EVERYBODY!(:

2009-01-05T06:05:00.001-08:00

Yesterday morning cabbed down to hospital with bro.
daddy condition is not improving.was moved to the
Intensive Care Unit(ICU) yesterday afternoon.
At night, the doctors inserted a tube into his body
for a machine to pump oxygen into daddy's body..
Condition very critical.
Currently, requires this machine for him to breathe
and medicine to control his blood pressure
and stronger antibiotics for his lungs infection.
He seems to be in alot of pain..): ): ):

Today went alot of places with mummy to pray for daddy
Cabbed ard.
then went to the hospital in the noon.
his condition doesnt seems to be very good.
then trained to sch.
Skipped MR lecture and went to hospital to see daddy.
bro-in-law confirmed that daddy needs kidney dialysis tonight.
Tonight and tmr night is the critical period.
Once the antibiotics are taking effect on dad's lungs,
machines will be taken away one by one..
then will need time for his organs to work again.

SO..

all these require time.no matter how sad we are, we will be strong
Daddy.You must keep it there, all of us will wait for you outside.
We believe you can do it..Daddy never give up so we oso mustnt give up!
at last a good news came.Dad is no longer having fever le.!

*still thinking if i shd go to sch tmr or go hospital to see daddy...HOW???

2009-01-03T21:50:00.000-08:00

Hais..
Bad news..
Daddy has been admitted into the hospital the day before
His lungs has water and phlegm.
Was supposed to be at the hospital 2 days before that night but he didnt go.
So 2nd sis n bro-in-law send him down the day before..
4hours later was confirmed that he has to be retained for observations.
then 2nd sis came to pick mum there to see him but i stayed at home for calls.

Yesterday i went down together with bro,mum,sis n bro-in-law.
dad has been put on drip and requires oxygen mask for him to breathe.
He is still panting and has a fever.really hopes he can recover soon
and stop worrying abt the market stall..

Today went to the market to help mum
After packing up, we went home to bath and then went to the Buddhist Lodge
to pray for daddy.
met my Big Aunt and mummy's friend.
then cabbed down with mummy and aunt to visit daddy..
he seems to be panting more than yesterday..
then keep vomitting something that he says is gastric acid
but it doesnt seems like it..
hais..
see him like that so xin ku really v heart pain..):

2009-01-01T17:43:00.000-08:00

I am back to blogging le..

Happy 2009 to everyone.

May all be well.

Yesterday night baby drive to my place to pick me & hs up..

then we proceed to marina square for the countdown

super crowded lahs..So we parked at Suntec City and walked over.

Took pics n walked to Marina Square.

bought a drink frm starbucks then 3 of us shared a meal at Subway.

After that, jiu went to find a good spot for us to join in the countdown & watched fireworks!

After watching the fireworks, wanted to walk to go n collect car.

but we were stuck at esplanade there.."Human traffic"

WTH!..then send hs home le jiu went to pks to pick baby's family up..

Many pics taken but will only be put up another day as v busy recently..

So..be patient!

2008-11-21T23:18:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday SayWee!
In the morning went to bishan de Prima Deli.wanted to get the mango delight.
but the shop too small.too little selection of cakes.
so i went to amk de instead.lucky left home earlier sia.
then got the mango mirror (1kg) as they dun have mango delight 1kg at that time.
then took train to sch.saw gh.
so not gentleman lahs.ask him take the cake like will die like that.
then say i take he say dun wan.reason becoz its the problem with pride
is like WTH..
then nearly drop the cake thus resulting it to be slanted to one side..lol
then he took it till level 3 then i am the one who took it to the class.
then he was supposed to walk by the front and me by the back so that he can distract sw's attention but in the end the plan fail..dunno how,sw can sense my presence..
then we celebrated and cut the cake during itipj..

Celebration After sch.
pei xq home to change then went to amk to meet the rest.
his face like damn big sia.
so many ppl turned up..
Averil, Sally, Rydrlin, Daniel, Kunming, Jeremy, Manpreet, Guohao, Congwen, Kaizhen and of coz the male lead and his gf..(:
Had dinner @ Astons then gh went off first.
we then went to amk hub arcade. cam-whored awhile then manpreet n rydrlin went off first
then we proceed to the playground near cw place.
played true and dare for awhile but somehow the mood today is so weird.
Daniel is like a monkey lahs.climbing up and down.Wth.cant stop de lahs
Then Jieying and Jiaming came..played awhile more..jiu left le..
some went to eat while the rest went back home..(:

Tired...looking forward to tmr..(:(:

2008-11-20T07:32:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU!
Please get your facts right before scolding PPL!
Which eye of yours saw me looking at your phone msg?
If i did it, i would admit.but i DID NOT!
How could i do it when i slept earlier than you.
wake up at 8++ to study for my test
nnd pei mummy go downstairs till u wake up?
Believe it or not.NONE OF MY BUSINESS ANYMORE!
NND
SO WHAT YOU ARE MY BRO?
YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO MALIGN ME?
I AM A HUMAN + YOUR SIS, NOT A DOG OF YOURS..

How would i know who would read ur msg?
Or I guess perhaps i have super power or maybe i sleepwalks?
can read messages when i am in my lalala land.
wow.
so powerful of me..!
Since u say maybe our place has ghost.
maybe is the ghost?
why your phone goes diff from e place where u put when u wake up?
i think i know why.
coz i sleepwalk or my spirit took it lahs
or maybe our house really got Casper..

I guess i owe you in my past life.
to be scolded by u all the time.
all becoz i am not fierce to you.thus allowing u to climb over my head
xq was right. i am too soft-hearted le...
when u need help jiu talk to me nicely n so on.
these few nights u keep disturbing me of sleep.
i didnt blame u.
even when i have test the next day and fell asleep during lessons time.
but u are really too much this time.!
you malign me and scold mum n dad for controlling u.
ya. everything was our fault.you are the saint.
continue being ur saint.! whatever
i will not care abt u again.
NEVER AGAIN!
i think you will be much happier also.

baby..sorry..i think u must be shocked when i suddenly yelled at him
i have never shouted so loud before.
now throat hurts sia.
when talking to u..
my tears keep flowing down.
but i dun wanna u to know.
so i tried to cry silently.
he has really hurt me.
the thing i hate the most is to be maligned.!
besides he was my real-blooded bro.
he scolded me without getting his facts right..
anyway i will listen to u n go to bed early k?

2008-11-20T07:24:00.001-08:00

YAY!
Finally this busy week is going to come to an end in a few days time(:
all the tests for this week has all past.Yipee..
MobileApp is also over le..hehehehe..
this few days work is still ok
except that Singaporeans are so typical lahs.
ask if they have any intention to sell flats,
first thing they would ask is "then where am i going to stay?"
haix.really cant stand sia.
some are also v rude lors.
haven finish talking jiu hang up the phone le..):
but these 2 days, xq n i slacked for quite a long time to study..
opps..hee(:
abit guilty lehs
but no choice.this job is really too boring le..(:

Yesterday
went to suki with sw, xq and dear..
eat till super full sia.
after that we went to walk walk ard amk hub.
then xq n sw went off first to er ren shi jie..
while dear n i continue walking ard to look for his bro de present
after that we proceed to tpy to continue searching
finally found 1, slack at tpy hub for awhile then pei dear go hair etc to cut hair
then shun bian consult Cindy abt my hair.
her daughter is so super cute! (:
then went off first to look for xq and went to work tgt..(:

2008-11-16T22:10:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Liling(:
this post is specially dedicated to you..
this gal is a very good friend of mine
she is the one who have been with me for the past 11 years.
thanks gal.
from pri sch till now,
whenever i have any trouble, she would always be there for me
lending me her ears..
i still rmb when we are in pri sch,
i have the habit of skipping meals to save $.
my mum would not ask what i eat for the day
as she knows that i would lie
so she went to ask this babe.
though she wants to help me,but she cant really take my mum de interrogation.
but i dun mind coz even if she dun say, my mum would also have guessed it
as she has 'spys' in the school.hahas
i really miss the times we had.................

even though she is in Beijing now, she still reads my blog
n cares so much abt me.
i really appreciates that gal.(:
i dunno what else can i say except a big THANK YOU!
and i glad that you are fine and enjoying yourself there.
take care of urself wors.
keep me updated alright?
miss n love ya.
meet up when u are back k??

2008-11-14T00:53:00.000-08:00

Wednesday
Sch ended at 11 today
stayed to do proj till 12+ then wait for Cheryl sis to finish sch
after that we went to j8 for our lunch..
walked ard n had dessert.
bought mp3 socks and nail polish tgt with her(:
had a fun time with her coz we had a long chat..
but more on Gossiping?hahas
After that,pei her wait for bus and wait for xq to come n meet me
went to Toa Payoh shopping and to work.hahas
managed to confirm 1 appt today but only $10 commission.sians
Dear oso found a job.same as us.same place.credits to me!
but his pay is HIGHER! ):
xq darling: dun sad lahs.1 confirm de only. ur chance will come soon de.the most treat u drink kk?heee(: scarly in the end u will do better than me ah.

Thursday
After sch dearie drove to sch to pick me, xq and sw to go to bro de chalet.
nth to do lahs.
only eat a few things jiu no charcoal le.
they like go m'sia to buy more charcoal sia
somemore buy le put there all jiu left to movies except my bro, his gf n a drunk guy.
baby know him coz he from pks last time.zzz.
but i dunno de.wahahas
in the end 4 of us went to Changi there to eat..
so a few .... lols
then send sw n xq home le jiu home sweet home.(:
fun day though..

Friday
After sch, xq, daniel, jeremy n me stayed back to try our madev quiz.
did it for a few hours but cant really solve it.hais.):
dunno how sia.next week is a busy week.
got sengp n os quiz plus madev practical test.
still thinking if i shd go to work on mon.sianz.

p.s. keeping silent does not mean that i dunno anything...............

2008-11-11T23:17:00.000-08:00

Yesterday after sch went to town with xq darling.
but nth caught our eyes
perhaps not the day for us.
but had a nice day with her.hee(:

Today was supposed to meet Cheryl sis for dinner de
but last min found a job then need go for interview
with xq darling right after sch
after that jiu start work le.
but we both think that we wun work long
coz its boring nnd i seriously think ppl are very RUDE lahs.!

2008-11-02T22:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CHERYL.! LOVE YA..(:

Today went to Marina Barrage with my family.!
hmm.quite a nice place. sis took pics of the scenery
with her new 12.2 megapixels camera
super nice luhh!
will upload the pics soon(:
after that went to a chinese restaurant at chinatown point to eat dinner.
but my bro-in-law went to work so didnt join us.
Well, the food is like so-so only.but the waitress there are so RUDE.
After dinner, sis went out, bro n i took bus home
as dad n mum driving 2nd sis back.

2008-10-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

Please get your facts right!!
Who was the one who always talk to you nicely and so on?
Yesterday night I stayed up and helped your friend do blog.
I dunno i right away called my friend for help
then i still talk to you nicely.
but what you do?
you keep humming think i cant hear?
you just taking me as singing.
When we want to talk to you nicely, did you even want to listen first?
you always say daddy is better to u becoz he dun scold you.
ppl hu scold you are bad!
mum always ask u chant n so on..is it for her own good?
she just hope that you will not go bad.wun keep scolding vulgar languages.
isit wrong of her to do so?
she nags becoz she care.i dun like her to nag as well.
BUT SHE IS MY ONE AND ONLY MUM!
NOW YOU CAN QUARREL AND JUST SAY SORRY THE NEXT DAY
WHAT IF, ONE DAY YOU QUARREL WITH HER, WAKING UP THE NEXT DAY
AND CAME TO KNOW THAT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE A CHANCE TO SAY SORRY?
(P.S. I am not cursing my parents but I have to let you know. in life, nothing can be perfect,
nothing can always go the way that you want, there will be regrets!)
you only compare urself with ur friends whose parents treat them well
what abt those ppl hu have no mum?
how old are our parents?
how long can we still take care of them?
we are all girls, one day will marry out. you are the guy who needs to take care of them

you dun like studying.well, who does?
but this is reality. reality is cruel.nowadays, without a good qualification, can you find a job?
just comparing our 2 sis, their qualifications would cause a big difference in their salary!
whoever who ask dad to leave the roast pork stall for you will get a big scolding from him
because he doesnt want you or anyone of us to follow the footsteps of his.
that is why he is working so hard to earn money for us to study.
then.cant we just at least study harder get better qualifications so that we can give them a better life?i always pray that my results can get better and better so that i can earn more $ and repay to my parents.you may not believe but i do it for myself n my parents. I dun care and dun wanna care what ppl says.

you would only remember the bad things that we have done.
have you ever appreciate or remember the good things that we have done?
Ask yourself, just your blog entry, how many vulgar languages did you say?
anyway, there is no point talking so much to you coz you wun listen.!
no point continuing like this then.

Maybe you are still young. perhaps when you get older, you would come to know this world.
when you get to the working society, things might change
before i work, i was like you. grumbling n grumbling.
but when i started working, things changed.
i want to earn lots and lots of money through my hands so that i can get whatever i want
BY MYSELF and not depend on other ppl! (:
But you always have to remember this.
no matter what happens, you are my real-blooded brother of us.
no matter what wrongs you have done, you will be part of this big family.
so i just hoped that one day, my bro will be more sensible and started studying hard for his future. just this alone would be able to make us happy.(:

2008-10-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

RAHHHHHHHHH
Seriously, i think if i dun talk here, i will go CRAZY!
dun you think you are far far too much?
who do you think you are?
without your parents, would you be here?
but are you grateful?
did you appreciate them for bringing you up?
giving you education and so on?
have you thought of the age that mummy gave birth to you?
she was 40 over then. a 高龄产妇.!
do you know?
you treat all your friends better than us..
you say you talk to us in the tone we talk to you..ask yourself is that the truth anot.
just now i only ask you if you really dun have sch tmr n will you be going to doc with dad as what da jie has instructed you over the phone NICELY!
but how did you reply me?
did i owe you?
You not in a good mood jiu can show us attitude?
who do you think you are?

Then do you know what time mummy came home today?
she was not feeling well and very tired.do you know anot? (i came home later than you but i still know that, what about you?)
but she still cooked dinner for us..Cant you appreciate that?
No.you still charge your phone in our room when she was resting.
then still on your phone so loud.almost every few minutes got messages come in.
how do you expect her to rest.
then whenever you go in, you on the lights just to see the message you had received.
you are wasting the electricity. but we never say anything.
But after that you are really far too much.
Have your friends scold their mother?Say your mother threatened you?
Asking you to wash your own clothes and fold them?
Or ask us to complain to sis.
Have you ever think of why we would do that?
coz only what she say, you would listen.even our parents got to listen to her.
Do you know that mum wont tell sis abt the quarrels coz she dun wan sis to hit you and oso dun wan this family to quarrel everyday, letting every1 in this block know. think very nice mehs?
Do you know that even i hear that i would oso feel hurt?how about mum?
Dun you think before you speak?
dun tell me coz you are angry. It does not give you a right to do so
Ask yourself this. when we speak to you nicely,would you listen anot?
you only think that we are singing and dun care.

Since young, whenever they scold you, you would link it to me.
anything other than results.
Just now mum say you everyday come home late
then you say me. what time i finish sch?do you know? or should i say would you care?
what happen to the family, do you care and bother to ask?
how's dad blood sugar?i update it everyday when you are supposed to do it!!!!!!!but did you?
even if you didnt update, do you see it and find out what is happening to dad?
NO!when we ask you to talk to him, you would show us attitute! say everything oso you.
but ask yourself this: Have you really done alot for us?Did you really care about us, about this family, treat us as your family or not?Did you show us any basic respect?
She peek at your things is wrong but why she do that?
nth to do ah?that is becoz she cares for you. some ppl out there dun even have their parents ard. but you still have yours. so cant you just appreciate that?

When you got money, you would spend it all on anything except your parents.
you would remember your friends birthday but your parents?
you give them presents but your parents?
just a packet of vegetarian rice as lunch is able to please your mum for the whole day.
you everyday after sch oso dun go home, went out with your friends.
your mother would call me to see if i know where are you and go down to wait.
she is worried and angry.so she will scold you.
it is not that we dun allow u to go out, but cant you inform us beforehand?
not eating oso cant say? scared to be nagged then dun everyday go out and eat outside lahs.
she has a son but seems that she dun have 1.
you says u dun wan quarrel with her.is she who started it.
but ask yourself.isit really everytime her fault?she has always wanted to talk to u nicely.
but have you done anything to gain her trust and respect?
you have to show ppl respect first to gain other's respect for you.
Mum always go temple coz she wants to look for peaceful - this is what she cant find in the family and she also want to do more good deeds but not for herself but for us. so that we can all have better lives. she has never done things for herself, she always do it for us. when she see nice clothes or food, she would buy for us first. but herself?she only saves her and there and seldom buy clothes for herself, even have also at market, those $10, $20 kind. even sis wedding that dress was also bought at market. but she dun mind. she think that nice can already. buy where oso never mind. she seldom go shop de. even have, also with us buying our things.

I think our parents have really spoilt you!.
do you know that dinner, daddy specially heated up that piece of roast meat for you.
and shared 1 of abt the same size with me?
(i didnt know the previous 1 was made by him for himself, so i took half.it was after that then i know it).daddy would only do that for you, but i have nv say anything.
but did you appreciate? After eating, you throw the plate, we already didnt say anything till you slam the door. Was it our fault? the door was still quite new. dun you remember what happen when we 2 are young?becoz the door is used to slamming, 1 day it just got stuck with the 2 of us in the room then uncle got to rush down and saw off the lock and results in that door with a hole till this year. You want this to happen again?then continue slamming it. or you can just take the lock off.

Then when mummy cant stand you scolding vulgar languages, she started to hit you.
What you tell her? There is more 难听的, 我还没讲. Continue hitting lors, i will never feel pain.
but that doesnt mean she dun feel the pain.
her hand hurts but i think her heart hurts the most.
You left your bags all over the side sofa, there was already 1 putting your things, why must put on another 1 as well? Then ask us not to throw coz there is psp inside, then i told you to bring it down.you keep shouting so what i want, i only asked you to bring it down, very difficult mehs?then mum helped me, what you told her to do?you ask her to DIAM! (shut up).
is that the way to talk to a person who had you in her stomach for 10 months and give birth to you?
Is that the way to show that you appreciate her upbringing? Think it through yourself.
Dont you fear of being strike by the lightning for doing such things to your mum?

When you need a favour from us, then you speak nicely lahs. will call me san jie here lahs. when dun need us just call me by name or call me names e.g. bitch lahs.

Since you like comparing so much, compare yourself with ppl who are less fortunate than you.
你真的是生在福中不知福!

Wow.I cant imagine i actually can rant so much. Feeling slightly better le. now waiting for dearie to finish work.(:

2008-10-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

Sch has started for a week or so.
hmm.nth much.abit boring?
lols.

Happy 17th month anniversary to baby(:

Today only had lessons for 2 hours.then had a short discussion for itipj
After that, i cabbed down to dearie's place.
Had lunch at his place.
After that, we trained to somerset, bought tickets for "The House Bunny"
then shopped ard.
Watched movie. not a bad show.quite funny but dear keep humming and singing that the lady next to me turned and looked at him lahs.make me so pai seh.Grrrr
then walked ard cine again. Then ate Pastamania for dinner
Then home sweet home!
Lessons at 12pm tmr(:
Dearie is asleep.nobody for me to talk to..how??who can tell me what to do??who can help me??

2008-10-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

WOW
A long time never blog le.
everyday so late then go home.
reach home so tired jiu lazy to blog le.
haix.but blog oso no point.
its soooooooo dead nowwwww.
lols
gonna change a new blogskin soon.when not so busy?
wahaha.

Finally got my pay le..(:
but after calculating my distribution,
i left with a v small amt only..):
Next pay oso dunno when..last day or end of month??
Die liao la..got so many things to buy..
already give mum v little le so cant cut.
then gonna donate a bit to temple too..
after that still need treat Candice cos she treat me that day
when i was broke.lols.then maybe need treat dearie too?
haix.dun care le la.
dearie just called me from Hainan AGAIN.!
my home de phone bill this month sure over de.
Idiot.
but he suay..my house phone talk less than 5mins jiu no batt le.
hahas
He will be coming back on Friday.still thinking want to go airport anot lehs
Sians.

Nnd..Morning quarrel with bro again..Think every1 is used to it le
hahas. i really hate his "大少爷脾气啦!".
Only think abt himself n his friends.
ever think of his family?
always quarrel with mummy n make her so sad.
isit my mum owe him?or the whole family owe him de?
nth do like to talk reasons with him mehs?
he treats his friends much much better than us ok?
did he ever care abt us?abt my parents' health?abt this family?
hais.i really give up..!

chatting with xq online now..
waiting for her to go out lahs.she now never work le.
but seems to be much busier than me lahs!
lols
nnd..i want to go find Candice and see how she works..
wahaha.
sure v funny de.dearie know oso says want go disturb.
lols.hope he dun kanna a scolding again
hahas.

2008-09-19T23:04:00.000-07:00

After work, headed to town to meet gh, km cw, jm, marcus and their friend, weiseng..Jm left shortly after I arrived. Finally got ppl never laughed at my hair when they first saw me lahs. Gh says looks better than my previous hairstyle.lols.While we were on the way to find a place for dinner, Gh jiu ask what happened between me n dearie..lols..now i know, some of them would come to read my blog but never tags..Idiot.

After a long decision, we went to Fish & Co. Cam-whore. eat till half way, xq came. Then we stayed there for a while..Cw nearly dun wan to leave because of some reasons lahs..hahas..then we were on the way back. Cam-whore at the station so keep saying next train.lols..

2008-09-16T23:52:00.000-07:00

Dearie and I are ok le..
thanks xq darling for chatting with me the whole night that day
its being nice talking to you..(:

After work, went to find xq darling for dinner.when i reached, she say she eat le
WTH..
Then we went to do some little shopping..then bought a tube from her shop
nnd home sweet home..

Dearie is leaving for Hainan Island this Saturday.gonna miss him.

2008-09-13T01:30:00.000-07:00

its 1.30am and i am still not asleep yet

when i told him that i am tired and wanna rest early.

but dunno why i just cant get to sleep..

hais..

i am just thinking, was i very unreasonable?

was it my fault that causes things to turn out this way?

in the first place, maybe i should just reject going out with him?

i really dunno...............

i just hoped that all this would end soonnnnnnnnnn

2008-09-12T07:46:00.000-07:00

I just dun understand..
you says that you trust me..
Is this the kind of trust that i want?
You should know that, if you asked in a proper manner,
I would answer you in a proper manner.
then we would not quarrel.
If you dun trust me, what's the point of asking or what is the point of answering?
then what is the diff between you n ym?
Both of you just dun trust me.!
Is trusting me so difficult?

since you dun trust me,
just say it straight.just dun let me go out with him lahs.!

2008-09-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
Met up with Candice after work today. She help me to get the top that i wanted from pull n bear. didnt manage to get it when i was out with dearie that day.thanks babe. We went to Newton to have our dinner. This girl is so nice lahs.i say i broke then she jiu pay for everything. When i get my pay then i treat you back ok?(:

the first thong she did when she first saw me was laugh at my hair.WTH!.veyr funny mehs?then still say if xq saw, she will also laugh..hmph

THURSDAY
Met up with Michael after work. He is going in to army tmr morning. So poor thing.hahas. Had a long chat session. Then i only cough abit he jiu want to buy this n that for me.really got money no place to spend sia.hahas.no wonder will be taken granted by other gals..hee..then because he was 'conned?' by other gals, he thinks that all gals are the same.WTH!

Another 1 who keep laughing at my hair when he saw me. This 1 worse lors.laughed from the start till the end. But nvm..u laughed at me now.next time i see you, i will laugh at you being a botak..wahaha

*tired*

2008-09-01T22:34:00.000-07:00

Went to dearie's place today..
coz thought his bro n sis might want to come out with us
nnd go watch Wall.e
but his sis is not in while his bro want to stay at home n play psp..
lols
so in the end, we went to watch 'Forgetting Sally Marshall"(M18)
hmm.quite a funny n interesting show..(:
After that, wanted to go pull n bear to get the top i wanted to buy that day
but no stock..):
then dinner at Ajisen..then home sweet home..
short day but meaningful..

tmr starting work le..happy n sad..hahs

*i enjoy the moments with you..*

Cheated

2008-08-30T01:38:00.000-07:00

OMG!!
I cut my hair today..
Cindy cut short my hair - she say so that i look younger..
Uh-oh..
she only cut the fringe and trim the length
she dun wan me to cut short coz will waste e effort of rebonding the other time
and i think becoz longer hair = more expensive..lols
and she cheated me lahs.she sells me shampoo n conditioner for $58.
today i saw at venus, they only sell at $42..
ah..i bought from her for 4 times (including today)..
so in total i was cheated for over $60?):

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

2008-08-30T01:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

Today meet Candice babe to go back to AMKSS together coz i need to collect my cert before it was thrown away or smth lahs..hahas..met alot of friends n tchers that we have not seen ever since our graduation la.coz last yr both of us didnt went back then next year candice would be going to melbourne to study so cant go also.Met lynn as well.this gal has went missing for a long long time la.hahas.

After that, the 3 of us took 132 to orchard far east for shopping.its been a very long time since we did that tgt le..on e way, we were having a chat about our lives now..(:..then we saw cheryl, katrine and renee..they were celebrating renee's birthday.Happy birthday to her again(:..Lynn went back earlier then candice's friend, Felicia came to meet us for a drink.so we went to Balcony.quite a nice place, the drinks are ok but the service there abit sucks.lols.but had a wonderful day today..its been a long time..hahas

PRESENTS RECEIVED TODAY: From candice babe..Estee Lauder lip gloss and a necklace from bali..(:thanks babe.Pictures would be uploaded at a later time.

Booked appt to cut hair tmr..then think they took msg down wrongly, thought i booked today..so 3++ called me..scared me sia.lols

2008-08-28T02:43:00.001-07:00

YIPEE!
Exams are finally over!
Can go enjoy le..
Today pei mummy go temple to pray to my 大姨丈..
Surprisingly, i actually pei mummy to chant for 2 hours.
Very long never pei her do that liaos..lols
Tmr meeting candice go back amkss and shopping?(:
Hmm,should i cut my hair?lols..

2008-08-19T02:54:00.000-07:00

Overdued Pictures..

the pressie from dearie(:

The' stupid' pressie from Michael!

This is the actual pressie!

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! (:

2008-08-19T02:19:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
Meet dearie and went ms to collect the movie tickets for "Meet Dave" that xq booked online last night. While waiting for xq and sw, we walked ard the shops and saw dearie's cousin (the one who gave me expensive chocs).. The movie was super funny lahs..nice choice..(: After movie, headed to Indulge for our dinner..then dear treat us go pool fusion.he lost to all 3 of us, including me?.but it was a by chance thing coz he accidentally hit the black ball in..wahaha..

received a wallet from dearie..(:

MONDAY
Meet sw and xq at thomson plaza to study..then at night, Michael came down to find us and pass me my birthday pressie.haix.i was right..he really bought me a soft toy lahx..but nvm.i appreciate it..(:..then went to get a bite..after that raining heavily, so we took cab, sent the 2 of them back first..after that, he sent me back..then pei him go my place there de 7-11..he practically took potato chips and drinks then go pay, for me to bring home for bro..think next time dun dare go out with him le.so paiseh.everything oso he pay.desserts he pay, cab fare he pay then the chips n drink s oso he pay then force me to bring it home..lols.still say next time wan buy a big pig and put at my doorstep..WTH!.. Today oso received $$ from xq n sw for my pressie(: Thanks guys..!(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

2008-08-15T21:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Sing birthday song for myself..so cool..
lols.
First time had two birthdays together, one after another(:
Yesterday was my lunar 20th birthday AND
Today was my 19th birthday..
No celebration coz today is the 15th of the lunar month,
so got to eat vegetarian to earn merits. Been doing so for yesterday as well
Every year de lunar birthday sure got to eat vegetarian
to earn merits for parents to repay their kindness..(:

Thanks to everyone for their messages!
14 Aug : Small aunt
15 Aug : Liling(my 10 years de childhood friend), Melisa, Honey, Small aunt again, Pei Fang(Cp), Rydrlin, My bro, My da jie, Jie Ying, My cousin (Shi Yun), Michael(Wmf), Lydia
16 Aug : Xueqi and Candice (with my brithday song sang halfway...lol)
Friendster Comments : Chingwai (another childhood friend), Cheryl, Yiqi and Xueqi

Presents received : red packet from mummy, chocolate from Honey's cousin (received during bdae chalet)..

Thanks to liling for the blog post.. And our friendship is more than 1o years le..! Hahas.. Thanks anyway(:

Thats all for now... All the best for everyone in their upcoming exams!

Will be having a belated celebration on Sunday?? With Honey, xq n sw?? (:

OPPS..

2008-08-01T01:52:00.000-07:00

Opps.its being a very very very long time ever since i last blogged.
It looks so dead.hahas.
Now in sch doing our ecpj..Sianz..
Later still need to rush home to prepare the things for the chalet.(opps.i haven prepare at all luhh)
Die liaos.Dear is coming to pick me up at my place at 8pm later.He borrow car from his aunt..(:
Tonight a few of my classmates would be going.watch tv, movie n project.
lols.Dear de friend, Karman also going..Hope this chalet will goes well as not many ppl can make it.

Got alot of pictures to upload.Shall do it when i am free?
Exams are coming.Projects need to be handed up next week.
OH..so stress..Haix..):

2008-05-08T19:28:00.000-07:00

YIPEE
after working for so long
presentation over le..
nice comments from teacher??
lols
must continue to work hard to score better..:)

then we went to grassroot to have dinner
the vege sucks lahs
but overall still ok lors.

sch ended early coz no business environment tut
then pei gh they all go grassroot to play pool
FUN!..hahas
then home sweet home..:)

2008-05-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my 大姐's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

Then today is dear's younger sis de birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABIGAIL!
Dear waited for me to finish work
then we headed down to Downtown East to celebrate his sister's birthday
bought new urban male de slippers for her
then we jiu start to walk ard E! HUB
nth much too

then we went to have donuts.
is not nice de lors
1 out 4 is nice nia
then the lemon tea like plain water de..

then went to arcade to find his parents n bro
dear oso went to play some car games
then pei his bro play some other games
after that,we went to NYNY to eat
the food there is nice!
after that, wait for his cousins to finish eating
then pei them go play pool
then his dad sent me home
nearly lost..
hahas:)

AND
my birthday chalet is booked!!
1ST AUG TO 4TH AUG (FRI - MON)
INTERESTED PLS LET ME KNOW!

2008-04-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

Sch ends at 1pm today
then went to mac then to find cheryl darling..
she with her classmates..
her school ends at 12pm de
then she waited for me to finish sch then will head
to town tgt..
when we got out of train @ orchard, going up by escalator
got 1 lady suddenly ask where she got her dress from
v nice..hahas
that was her mum buy for her from Bangkok de..:)

Then we went to wisma,taka while waiting for her n lynn de friend,rayner
after knowing him,he is quite a nice guy sia
hahas
then we walked ard while waiting for him to go do his tatoo touch-up
the design is nice but i hate when the blood comes out la
so disgusting..

After that,they pei me go suntec bruan buffel to get 1 year pressie for bf
i know i took a very long time to decide.
sorry..:)
but thanks for all the advices
we were walking back to citylink when we caught LYNN
we were waiting for her lahs
then she pei us go have dinner then chat a while she jiu left
as she has bible study..

then e 3 of us jiu continued loitering ard liaoz
hahs
candice wanted to come n find us to have dinner de
but we had dinner liaoz then cheryl also dun wan..
lols
then we wanted to plan night activity with xq - go liquid kitchen de
but rayner dun wan then cheryl n i were v tired so next time bahs.:)

Breadtalk (面包物语) = 面包讲话!
hahas

FUN going out with u guys today
will upload pics when cheryl send it to me..:)
much LOVES..:D

Honey will be driving to come n pick me up tmr for a briefing at pks
*fun*
not the first time lahs
but its the first time only e 2 of us..hahas

2008-04-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

Today left early from work by 15mins like that
to meet xq at town
went to do manicure
then wanted to do shopping de but didnt see anything lehs

somemore not feeling well
think never eat much or wad bahs
had bad headache
on bus still pain till i nearly vomit sia
damn uncomfortable lahs
reach home go sleep for awhile
wake up jiu ok liaoz
hahas

Doing facial TMR!!

2008-04-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 11TH ANNIVERSARY DEAREST..!:)

1 More month to go jiu 1 year liaoz..:)

Love you lots lots..

2008-04-21T17:42:00.000-07:00

This morning my aunt called
knew it was her when the phone rings
coz she mon no need go market de
so anything she would call during that time
lols
she called to inform my mum that my grandma is in hos
not feeling well bahs then my cousin send her there
NND
that the maid has been sent back le
she bought a guy back home lahs
somemore in the night when my 3rd aunt n cousins haven slept
lols
mum didnt tell me much so i msg Shi yun (my closest cousin)
to gossip then she told me half of e story only coz
she needs to study for her exams liaoz
hahs

2008-04-19T22:29:00.000-07:00

Went out with dearest today.
he waited for me to knock off then we proceeded to Dhoby
wanted to catch movie there de but the time not suitable
so in the end we went to get newspaper to check movie timings
then we proceed to MS
Its damn crowded there can?
wanted to catch 4+ show de but only left 1st row
so we decided to catch e 6+ de
oso left only 3rd row from e front then jiu no choice liaoz
lols

then we went to Starbucks to have a drink
dear tried dunno wad american coffee
damn disgusting la
lols
then he got mocha latte for me (i think)
oso not v nice lors
but much better than dear's de
in the end he was e 1 who finish both drinks
hahas

then we went to walk walk
then back to watch the movie and home sweet home
hee:)

love you lots..

2008-04-17T17:20:00.000-07:00

hee
dear n me ok liaoz
thanks for everybody's concern
especially xueqii darling..:)
love all of you..

honey..u better dun break your promise again
NND
you have to thank xueqii n cheryl n all
for helping u to say so many good words.:)
love you.
still under probation ah..HEE:)

oh ya..also must thank my brother..hahas

2008-04-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

OPPS
Long time never update my blog liaoz
coz the whole holidays was busy with my work.
i was working at international plaza, tanjong pagar de S.H.Ng & Co.
Office admin job.its an audit firm.
Most of the days got to work ot with agnes, my supervisor
as there were really many things to do..

Last sat was supposed to be last day of work de.
but agnes still got a lot of filing which i haven finish helping her to complete
i decided to go back after school this week. (Tues, Wed, Fri n maybe Sat)
Half day each.
like that still can get ard 100 bucks.
extra pocket money
wanted to save that money to get dear a 1 year anni pressie de

BUT
he made me angry today
When i talked to lydia in msn today
i found out that ard 2mths ago dear smoked
but he didnt tell me
now he call me but i reject all his calls.
he say he didnt mean it n he was sorry
however i just felt that he shd not keep things frm me
he promised n say that he never smoke liaoz
so he should keep his promise towards me n his mum
even if he did it accidentally or wad
he can tell me e truth when it happens
why must wait so long till my friend come n tell me about it?
why must i know the truth through my friend's mouth?
why cant he be honest towards me?
we have been tgt for almost a year le
i m his gf lehs.or rather does he treat me as one?

it is really hurtful to know that the guy u loved the most has been lying to you
its been 2 mths since that incident happened la
he had plenty of time to tell me what really happened ah
i would have forgive him.
but now
i also dunno what i really should do..
i just feel very very disappointed in him..

Just now i talked to cheryl about it.
really felt v comfortable talking to her
perhaps she experienced these things too much?
but i really appreciate alot sis.
really a big thank you to you.:)
Xq. thanks alot to you too.:)sis..thanks for accompanying me to chat
n so on.i really appreciate it alot
Lydia n candice,thanks for letting me know the truth.
if we really quarrel,i wun blame u guys but would thank u all
coz at least i found out the truth.:)

Today was also ym's birthday.
Actually dear told me that he smoke also because he want to
clear the last stick for him so that he can get a new pack.
then cheryl say he like also getting me into trouble.
really quite true sia.
dunno what i owe him in my past life sia
his birthday would be the day i m being hurt by dear
n part of the reason was because of him.
what a joke.

After school, yj n gh was still saying me n dear are inhuman
wun quarrel de.
now really let their suay mouth come true?
BIG QUARREL ON THE WAY??
i also dunno
But after such a long day,i m really tired
does anyone knows?
wake up at 7.30 for work then rush to school then
go home then rush to school again then help mum to
get some stuffs before going back home.
go home le still must go through this stupid thing
i m really really v tired la.

I just dun understand.
Am i really that hard to talk to?
Am i really that unreasonable or not understanding?
If not, why cant he tell me e truth?
During cny period, we were already tgt for abt 8 mths plus la.
why still must keep things from me?
dont u know that i hate ppl to lie to me
that was also part of the reason y i broke up with your gd fren (YM)
I am not v hard to understand bahs
i no need u to buy me everything or wad.
i only need you to share everything with me
thats what couples are for.isnt it?
i really v sadn disappointed in you.
i dunno wad i should do next
who can teach me?
i am v confused abt wad i should do next.

I dun wan to quarrel with u or let u hear me cry
thats y i dun wan to answer your calls
sometimes i really despise or hate myself.
I can always listen to ppl's problems n give them solutions
but why when it comes to my own problems, i am unable to solve it
or be strong?

You guys may think that it is just a small problem
n i am just making a big fuss out of nth
you guys may be right but think it this way.
if your loved ones lies to you, wouldnt it mean that you are
not being trustworthy enough for him or her to share it with you?
then wouldnt you feel hurt or sad about it?
If you dun share your things with me,how do you want me to
share mine with u?

I guess after cooling down for awhile, i would be fine bahs.
Dun worry guys.
I know you all care alot for me.
I will be fine de.
Mum is sick so cant let her know about all this things
Dad is also not in good health nowadays
Everything got to keep to myself is a painful thing
But i still have to stay strong.
I cannot let my parents worry for me at this time.

So can i really trust you again?
Being with you for the past few months was really very
happy.we have never quarreled before so can we keep up with it.?
I really hoped we can.
Would you really keep your promise to me?
I really hoped so..........

**
Candice dar.Dun say all those things la
u are a good friend though u missed out alot of things
its ok.i dun blame you.

2008-03-06T22:01:00.000-08:00

Today wake up damn early la
8+
Pei mum go dad there de market to have breakfast
then go find dad.
coz sis gave me a mission - Pei dad to SGH for his check-up
she cant wake up coz too early le.lols
today de check-up was for that time he fainted de.

the doctor says i dun look like 8teen.i look like 12/13.
lols
i look so small mehs?lols
haix.but she read dad's medical record jiu know he is e kind of
ppl who dunno how to take care of his diabetes de.
then she says my dad too fat le.
got to 减肥 from 84.3kg to 75kg
diet must have less sugar, less salt, more exercise
then his skin starts to turn yellowish n legs starts to swell
so maybe his liver n kidney starts to have problems le.
then from his medical records, it seems that dad actually
was supposed to go to hosp n stay to do checkup in 2007
but he didnt
thus, it seems that he faint that day was because his blood sugar was too high
as it shot 16 when the highest after a meal is 11.
he says he quit drinking.dunno true or not ah.
he v honest though,still dare tell doc that he still smokes n ard 10-15 sticks per day
haix :(

HAIYA
i really dunno what to say about him la
dun eat medicine n inject insulin then continue to smoke n drink.
really want to go for kidney dialysis n suffers liver disease then he happy huh.

last week, sis pei him go see his diabetes doc in SGH.
the doc says my dad de diabetes starts to worsen le.
if this continues, he may have to go for kidney dialysis in 2 years time
HAIX
we were very worried about him la
but he like dun care dun care de
sis n i still arrange his medicine every day to make sure he eats them
but he gave alot of excuses then sometimes also never inject insulin.

But she say so much, as if my dad would care la
after seeing doc, i wait for him to go n collect the car to pick me up
he come back fetch me that time, smoking already lors.:(:(:(:(:(
really dunno what he wants la.
6 weeks later got to go back to this doc for further check up on his liver n blood sugar
hope he will be ok bahs

After the check-up,dad send me back to find mum. Then we bought some fruits n lunch jiu go back home liaoz.then gotta repeat what the doc says to mum n sis. BTW, the agent of recruit express called me today.she says got a 1-week admin asst job at outram see if i m interested or not.i say ok.then she say will send my resume over then call me.

In the end , i think she forget me or the company dunwan me.:(:(

2008-03-05T22:37:00.000-08:00

Afternoon went to Tanhong Pagar International Plaza
coz e agent from staff solutions want me to go down to fill up a form
stupid la
so far
then just a short chat n so on then jiu go home le
waste my time sia
lols

2008-03-05T09:53:00.000-08:00

040308
5B BBQ gatherting!
WOW!.
long time never meet up with them le.
so happy n fun to meet them lahs
every1 seems to change alot.
hahas
but too little ppl le.
only got me, candice, yiqi, jenny, sarina, shuli, victoria, winnie, sinyee, xiaohong, ronald, brendan n chuan liong.
Poor Jenny got to fork out for the balance coz the chalet was booked by her.

but we had a lot of fun in bbq, chatting n so on.
then some of the gals r playing with the cigarettes.lols
after the bbq,
cabbed home with chuan liong, candice n jenny
was the last to drop.:(
lols
broke....

lols.but never mind la.
reached home at 12+
dear wait for me to get back home la
pei me chat till 2++ then sleep
when he normally go to slp at 12+.
:)

2008-03-02T14:04:00.000-08:00

Yesterday afternoon went TPY to find xueqi n pei her have lunch
then talk about a lot of things
still bought her a top for her bd present.
1 more top n i have finish her gift le
hahas
then walk her back to her store, i jiu go buy some
daily necessities for my family.
then home sweet home.:)

Candice still tried to be funny luh.
i wearing sleeveless with shorts n slippers.
xq was working
she want us to go to vivocity to save her n watch movie.
kinda crazy lors.
lols.

Then today Xq ps me again
say want to go shopping together de
in the end say she not free.:(:(:(:(

In total.she ps me 3 times le la.
the other 2 times is:
23/02 - say want meet ltr n study then in e end never
24/02 - say want study, i change all that le, finish my dinner jiu can leave
my place go thomson plaza to meet her le.then she told me she want to slp..Zzz

:(

2008-02-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

Yipee
Exams are OVER le.
:)

After paper, went to have lunch with gh they all.
then me, cw, gh, km n jy went to amk kbox.
then all go home except jy n gh go back sch for ogl thingy

actually at night jy n i wan to go clarke quay to meet gh they all de
but too tired le
hahas

2008-02-22T23:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUEQI!
finally 8teen liaoz.
legal age le.so no need me to help u buy alcohol or cigarettes le
hahas.

Today is also the 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY OF ME N DEAR!:)
So we went out to celebrate.
me, sw pei xq go home to change n so on.then go ttsh to visit her grandma
then meet dear in town.eat fondue while
waiting for candice to come n meet us to watch movie.
L change...nice show.:)
candice go meet her friends. then xq n sw went to have dinner with xq's sisters
while me n dear went home.

Yesterday was Yijie's birthday
So HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HIM.!

Last thurs was Valentine's day
spent my day at home.
noon with mum
night alone.lols
Dear came over to pei me for a while.
he say he wanted to get things for me but
nothing caught his eye
lols

Exams is start le.
2 more papers to go.:)
cant wait for it to end.

Chinese New Year 2008

2008-02-07T23:45:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year.
So i hereby wish everyone
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
May all the youngsters collect more more hongbaos
:)

This morning my 2nd sis n my bro-in-law also flew to Phuket
for their honeymoon le.
so wish them have an enjoyable and safe trip.:)

2nd Sister's Wedding!

2008-01-27T22:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my 2nd sister's de BIG DAY!.
Woke up at 6++ cpz my sis de 姐妹s will reach my place ard 7.30
when all of them arrive, we helped to prepare the food that are
used to sabotage the Groom and his brothers.=X
hahas.
难怪人家都说女人在结婚当天穿上婚纱时是最漂亮的!
its so true la.
my sis really look very gorgeous that day!:)

then when the groom arrives at my place downstairs,
my bro went down to open the door for him.
then they v bad la.
ask them eat the 酸甜苦辣 thingy, complain so much de
then give money dun give properly.
even my da jie oso ask us to close the door
hahas
he gave thai money, rupiah, renmingbi, and S$188.
Zzz.
he say coz there got people from diff country
lols lors
but i appreciate my bro-in-law one thing.
that is he very on and man coz when ask him to eat the chilli padi with wasabi in the middle
he straight away put it into his mouth.so nice la.hahas
then he also answered the 10 qns abt my sis.scored 7/10.

after that we let them in, followed by getting them to eat a tub of ice-cream.
but the groom is exempted coz he got to do smth else
he also v on and let us put lipstick on his lips then read the agreement
that 1 of my sis de jiemeis. peifen wrote
then kissed and signed on the agreement
after that, we handed him a bunch of keys for him to try and error to go into the room.
hahas
after he enter, he got to remove the lipstick then can kiss my sis if not her make-up jiu gone liaoz.

after all the ceremony and so on, off we proceed to the groom's place for the tea-ceremony
but before we leave, my grandma (father side) cried n gave my sis a kiss on her cheeks.its so touching la.
then go to my bro-in-law de uncle place to pray to the ancestors
then help my sis change le jiu go back to my place.
on the journey here n there, the brothers were v irritated by the driver of the 新娘车 sia.
he drive damn slow la.then they switch to right side le.purposely leave a place in front there for
the driver to come over but he dun wan.then they say the driver only see in front when driving dun see what is happening beside n behind.haas
then when they want to move in front, he then move.lols

then we had our lunch first before the tea ceremony coz have to wait for my sis to fetch my grandmother over.my grandfather is sick so cant come over
after that, tea ceremony.
then my dad keep taking a tissue to rub his eyes, he say keep got 'water' coming out.
then my sis jiu ask my bro y he keep crying de.haas
when everything is over, went to take a nap while my
da jie fren stayed to help us clear things up.then my mum went to make her hair
after we bath n change, off we go the restaurant.

At the dinner, everyone was taking turns to take pictures with my sis
but my mum n dad had a small dispute. my 2nd sis jiu comfort her n said alot of things, upon hearing,i nearly cried at that moment.
then still got ppl thought my da jie was the bride coz she wearing white dress with gold high heels.hahas
then when the dinner was about to start,we jiu enter le.:)
then the whole table were talking about my dad, asking him to quit smoking for the wellness of his health.
but he dun listen,so we got to get my bro to follow him everywhere he goes to prevent him from drinking.
after a long day n sending off the guests, we jiu went home le.:)

2008-01-25T14:32:00.000-08:00

Yeah~
I m back again..lols
so long never blogged le..:)

Just finish my econs presentation..
having java practical now..:)
i scored 36/50 for my practical test..:):):):)

after next week, we jiu start our study break liaoz..:):):):)
then got to chiong for my exams le..if not cant have fun in the chinese new year. somemore my results for last sem is not so good.:(:(:(:(..so gotta work extra extra hard this time round..:)

yipee..
Second sister is getting married in 2 days time.
so busy this few months preparing for it..
look forward to it sia..:)..
me n her friends(4) n my 2 cousins are planning to tekan my bro-in-law on sunday le..
wahahahahas..
lols..

NND
We are having lots of problems just on doing the wedding dinner de arrangement lahs!!!
i just dun understand why my 2nd uncle n my grandma cant let us do it ourselves? why must they bother so much?it is my sis who is getting married lehs..its not as if there is no place for them.why cant they allow my grandparents (mother side) to sit at the VIP table with us???my mother's father is already 90++ this year lahs.cant he sit at the table for one time?its the first that my house is having a wedding lahs..it should be a happy thing.why must we make it so complicated n troublesome??
Haix.i just dun understand what they are thinking la. my grandpa(father's side) is also not so demanding like them.why cant they be like him????

:(:(:(
Yesterday we were talking abt something when dad
suddenly came out of the house with blood at ard the top of his nose there to forehead.
so scary lahs
then eldest sis n bro faster bring him go 24h clinic near my place to see a doc.
then me, my mum n my 2nd sis stayed at home n wait for news.
we were also chatting.
its been really a long time we really can sit down n talk abt the past liaoz.
although i dunno rmb the things that happened when i was young,
i still remember that when dad was driving taxi at least once a week last time,
he would always bring me n my younger bro to zoo on monday..
so unforgettable memories just came back.
thinking abt it just make my tears dropped down..
:'(
I still rmb that dad would always bring us out when he is free.
then the most unforgettable childhood thing is that
dad carried me to sit on his neck n walk home together.

BUT
all these can never happened again
as i am already so big le.
furthermore now dad helped my grandma sell meat at the market,
he was always so busy.
not enough time to rest.
no time to go out with us
n he is old with alot of illnesses.
having all these memories would be enough.
i only hoped dad will be alright.
if possible, i truly hoped that 1 day my grandma would allow dad n my 3rd uncle to stop selling meat in the market..............i believed she also have feelings.seeing her 2 sons working so hard just to earn a little money..doesn't she feel heart ache for them??

furthermore if my dad doesn't work in the market, he would be able to have more rest n thus eat lesser of the food outside and the oily meat he is eating, i believe that would be much much better for his high blood pressure, diabetes n high cholesterol.

2007-10-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

School reopens le..
Today we held a farewell party for Dingrui after school
coz he will be going to canada to study on thurs le..
However, only a few of us turned up lahs..
hais..:(

we wanted to go to the fish & co in dhoby ghaurt
But it was raining heavily
so we went ard PS looking for a place to eat
in the end we had dinner together at pastamania

After that, we walked to Meridien there to play pool
damn ex lahs..$11 per hour..
on e way there was damn funny lahs..
coz yijie wanted to play with e cigarette
in the end he got choked on the smoke
hahas

after playing pool,
we went to buy drinks..
guohao they all got a few tiger beers
so that everyone can cheers with dingrui..
after that, all of us jiu went back le..
we were still thinking of sending him off at the airpon on thurs
as we start school only at 1pm.
lols

2007-10-09T23:27:00.000-07:00

hehe
recently was quite busy with work
so didnt have time to update my blog
thus, it seems dead...
hehe..
Time passes so fast..
this fri would be my last day working at Greenbook le..
i have worked there for 1 month plus le..:)

Today after work, went to watch "The Detective" with xueqi.
i waited for a long time for her la
lols
Hmm..the show okok lors..
Its scary becoz of xq..
not scared also becoz scared lahs..
lols

2007-09-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

This few weeks..
everyday also working
abit boring sia..
lols
today after work, went out with candice
to catch the show "No reservations"
Its a love story..
V nice..:)

2007-09-06T23:06:00.000-07:00

Sunday..
Honey & I went to J8 to catch a movie..
"Evan Almighty"
Its a nice show..
funny and interesting..
hee..:)

Monday..
xueqi and i and dear went down to downtown east
coz that time chalet got free 4 tickets to escape
nnd it is the last day le if not the tickets would be wasted le..
but when we reached there,
it was raining heavily lah..
so we went to play pool..
when the rain became smaller,
we then went to escape..
but a few games cannot be played becoz of the rain..

xueqi n i then became wet after playing 1 of the games..
then e 2 of us cabbed home..:)

actually glendon was supposed to come along with us too de
but think he still sleeping so in the end we sold the extra ticket for $10
nnd that became the cab fare for me n xq..hehe

Tuesday..
Today i came about a job..
it says that it has an admin job to offer at Bishan
so i called n went down for an interview..
It was at the greenbook..
The environment was quite good n condusive.
then she told me to return n wait for her call..

Wednesday..
YEAh
the person called me le..
i have a job le..
hehe..
she told me to start work tmr..:)

Today
My first day at work..
hmm..learn quite a few things..
but abit boring la..
coz we have to do the same thing over n over again
that is to help them check the address n telephone numbers of
their customers through the internet..lols..
but the colleagues there are friendly n nice..:)

2007-09-01T22:51:00.000-07:00

On friday, i went out with liling..:)..
hehe..i was late again..sorry gal
BUT
i dunno y i always meet u
i will always be the one hu was late de lehs..
hee
We went to recruit express to find agent..
after that, we walked ard nnd she found apair of heels that she liked
NND..
wad's suprising is that she actually got the same taste as Xueqi
She bought the same heels nnd the same size as her lahs!!
lols..
Then we bussed home..:)
cya again next sat??

Today my house got the praying session for the 7th month..
so cant go out..
i went to the market early in the morning to help my dad
so that he can come back earlier..
BUT he is damn slow la..keep saying want to go home le yet dilly dally
sianz..
then when we reach home, help my mum to prepare the things..
though tiring but its worth it..
coz mum cooked a lot of nice dishes..hehe:)

2007-08-29T22:06:00.000-07:00

YEAH
exams are finally over le..
hehe..
think i gonna find a job n work soonn..
meeting liling to go to recruit express to find agent
nnd get an admin job..:)

2007-08-20T23:30:00.000-07:00

This week and next week would be my exams week..
so all the best to everyone who are having exams recently..:)
jiayous..:)

Today had my web application exam..
hais..mcq still ok..section b damn hard lahs
:(..xueqi n i prepared to retake le..lols..
last week have been going to Bishan National Library with xueqi to study..
think we will have to carry on doing that till exams are over bahs..

1 down..4 more exams to go..
next would be on thursday..Computing Maths

honey talked to me on the phone half way till he fall asleep..
lols..think he too tired + he is sick..
never mind..:)..hope he had a good rest n get well soon..:)

2007-08-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..(4X)
8teen le..:)
candice darling..i will wait for u to turn 8teen de..dun worry..hehex
Special thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday!:
Aunt,cousin wileen, cousin wilyan, bro, cheryl, lynn, candice, honey, isaac, rydrlin, melisa, huai sian, lydia, liling(1st to send me happy bd msg), kaizhen, junyi, tingxiang, yiqi, peifang, cousin shiyunn, xueqi(u did it!last to send me happy birthday message - at 11:59:47pm)..lols..
[p.s. sorry if i missed anyone out..]

Birthday wishes:
1. May all the sentient beings n my loved ones be liberated from all the sufferings and be happy always
2. Wish my family, honey, jiemeis n all my friends all the best in whatever they do n may all their wishes come true..
3. Hoped that all my wishes can come true..n i can do well in whatever i do n....*secret*..hehe..:)

Today
because of some reasons, today no double date..
so in the end, went out with candice darling n honey..
meet candice darling at city hall mrt platform..
(p.s. she skipped a few lessons..one part is because she got no mood, another part is because of me..so *touched*..lols)
she nearly cried lahs..then i told her
"not to cry in front of the birthday gal"..
no offence gal..:)..not that i dun allow u to cry..
but it is because ur eyes quite swollen le.. cry somemore will hurt ur eye de..
somemore u wearing contact lens..

Then we went to somerset mrt station to meet honey..
bought movie tickets for "Disturbia"..
candice bought a couple seat + a single seat which she called a 'lightbulb seat' again..lols..
Its a very nice show..then a few parts quite scary??then candice held my hand and can feel that she was shivering..lols
after the show, we went to toa payoh to cut hair..candice made a lot of laughters there..:)
after which, we jiu went back home..before i go out of the train, candice wished me happy birthday n say sorry for shivering in the theatre..lols..

p.s. today candice called yijie n a funny thing happened:
he msg me if candice was ok..i said so-so only + need birthday gal to console..
he thought its candice's birthday..n singed birthday song (in msg)to her..lols

*jessy*
:)

2007-08-14T23:58:00.000-07:00

YEAH..
a few more minutes and i will be turning 8teen le..
hehe..:)

BUT

today a few of my sisters quarrelled with their bf..
some even broke up..:(
Honey and i spent some time talking to candice and cheer her up..
after that,called xueqi, was talking to her abt tmr outing de plan
when glendon suddenly say "BREAKUP"...
hais..y all choose today to quarrel sia?
:(:(:(:(

cheryl darling: Cheer up kaes?anything just give me a call ok?my pair of ears is always there to lend u de..cheer up..
candice darling: Cheer up gal..dun think too much lahs..whatever decision u make, i will support u de..:)
xueqi darling..think he just say it without thinking..it will turn out fine de..:)

2007-08-09T23:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY..
Today stayed at home doing nth except helping mum to do some household chores..
sians..
honey went to marina square there to see the national day parade with his friends..
actually wanted to go with xueqi darling de..but she replied my msg only at 4++..
abit late le..so never go..
never mind lahs..
also good that we never go coz very crowded..hehex..

Yesterday - 08-08-2007
xueqi darling n i today never skip lectures lehs..so good right?lols
being a long time since we never skipped lectures le..hahas..
After lectures, xueqi darling went home to put her books then came over to my place to find honey and me..then she played the computer and took a short nap on my bed..lols
then she left at 7++ to go nnd meet glendon..while honey left my place at 9pm..:)
luckily the 2 of them came to pei lahs..if not i would be very very bored..coz nobody at home then i will have to face the 4 walls alone..:(..lols..

2007-08-06T00:08:00.000-07:00

Yeah..
after opening all the presents..
here i am to blog again
hehe..
firstly, i wanna thanks everyone who came:
- Honey & his family..
-My sisters: cheryl, xueqi, candice, lynn, samantha, huaisian, lydia, katrine..
-glendon(xueqi's bf), ifan(candice's bf), ckx(cheryl's friend), yanming,
-my current school mates: kaizhen, garedline, kunming, dingrui, yijie, saywee, congwen, jeremy, jiaming, marcus, isaac, sherlyn...

Thanks honey n his family (especially his parents) for marinating the chicken wings, buying some of the food for us and the mango birthday cake...
Thanks isaac and sherlyn for their presents: one dustbin with a teddy bear in it..so cute..:)
Thanks xueqi darling, saywee, kaizhen, kunming, dingrui, yijie, congwen, jeremy, jiaming, marcus for the bag and the big mushroom soft toy..
Thanks summer n garedline for the top..
Thanks candice n ifan for the guess handbag n the absolute vodka..
Thanks katrine for the merci chocolate..

Thanks huaisian n lydia for the necklace..:)

nnd lastly..

Thanks cheryl darling for the lovely necklace that u hand-made for me..really love it..will cherish it de..

that's all for now..thanks everyone for everything nnd thus making this birthday chalet a successful one..:)..such a colourful post today..hehe..:)..got to go n sleep le..tmt school starts at 2pm!!yeah..:)

2007-08-05T17:37:00.000-07:00

Well..It has been a crazy 3 days at Costa sands (Pasir Ris) chalet..
On Friday..
Xueqi darling and i went back home to get our stuffs then she came to my hse downstairs to meet me..she really buy a VERY BIG MUSHROOM SOFT TOY for me..hehes..thanks darling n all those who shared in the present..love it lots..:)then we took a cab down..during the journey..the cab driver suddenly brake nnd i think that's when xueqi's phone dropped..when we get down the cab, xueqi then realised that she dropped her phone..but luckily..the person who picked up the phone called my phone nnd she told us that she left it at the Ritz Carlton conceige..
So in the end, we decided to collect the phone only the next day..the rest of the day we jiu occupied ourselves by watching tv then going out to buy other chalet stuff n have our dinner..then play some cards n drink some alcoholic drinks lors..
On Saturday..
Honey n I woke up quite early..then i woke xueqi up so as to carry out our 'plan'..we spent a lot of effort before being able to get the 2 guys to stay upstairs..lols..then we carried out the 'plan' of making breakfast for them..in the end, they told us that they already guessed coz they can see what we do from the reflections of the television..but nvm..then xq told me that glendon told her that they wanted to make breakfast for us earlier de..but my 'SMART' honey say we should have eaten..so smart sia..lols..
Then the 3 of us went to Ritz Carlton to retrieve xueqi's hp while glendon went home to bath..we meet Candice n Ifan on the way there and after a long time, we managed to get back her phone..hehe..she was so lucky lahs..not everyone in S'pore is so lucky de..we wanted to go back to the chalet by cab but many cab did not want to fetch us as we had 5 ppl..the one Samaritan finally came by and kindly took us back to the chalet..then back at the chalet, honey, Ifan n Glendon started the fire while we go prepare the food..then the funniest thing is that, a girl opp us is starting the fire alone n she managed to start it before us..so embarassing..lols..

Then they bbq some food while candice n i went upstairs to change..she helped me to trim my eyebrows..thanks darling..:)..after that, we jiu went downstairs..Yanming (my ex) came..never say anything to me..lols..then glendon keep saying abt him..so funny lahs..hahas..then dear n ifan was in charge of bbq-ing the food..hahas..some were as black as the charcoal..hehe..but then it turn out better later..then cheryl they all came..we took alot of pictures..funny n fun coz its being a long time since we ever had so much fun together...:)
And we pass the night by cutting the cake, having some fun like talking craps..e.g. yijie say ifan handsome..then candice say rent him for $50.in the end become free..lols..then at 3+, we let the rest of them who are still ard e.g. yijie, guohao, dingrui, jeremy, kaizhen, marcus, say wee, congwen, jiaming go crazy downstairs while we r sleeping upstairs..Then they left at ard 6++..banging the door as if they are going to break the door lahs..lols..

On Sunday..
We checked out then we went to eat at burger king then we went to play pool for awhile then honey n i cabbed home with candice n ifan..tiring but it was very fun..looks like i didnt waste my money after all..hehes..
Enjoyed the fun and days with u honey..:)..Love you Lots..

2007-08-02T21:28:00.000-07:00

YEAH..
Chalet tmr..
looking forward to it..:)
Hope it would be a successful one
then i wun waste my money on it..:)

2007-08-01T21:18:00.000-07:00

Today skipped lecture with xueqi darling again..lols..we went to shopped at bugis..xueqi darling collected money from some of my classmates to get me a gift..then she say she will be my nanny that day..so i wan buy anything just tell her, she pay..lols..in the end, we bought a bag each..:)..after that, honey was dismissed earlier so he came to bugis to find us there we walked to suntec city to catch the movie - "alone"...then xq's friend, scott came along as well..before watching the movie, honey was telling us that scary movies is like 'sleeping' to him..but he was kena scared by one of the parts..hehe..xq was even funnier..abt 1/4 of the show, she was under her jacket..hehe..

Although this movie was scary, i find it quite a nice show..:)..so i think it is worth it to watch it after all..:)..after watching the movie, honey went to play maximum tune..then met his secondary friend which xq say she is very fat..lols..after that, xueqi n her friend went to grab a bite while honey n i went to punch belt holes..because something happened, honey n i went back first..

2007-07-31T22:26:00.000-07:00

hmm..was abit lazy to update..hehe..so i will update all at one time today bahs..
then this post will be another long long one again..hehe..

25 July 2007
went to school only ard 11++ today..hehe..coz xueqi wanna sleep..lols..nnd she go to sch today with only her hp n wallet..so smart sia..lols..
then after school, i went kbox with guohao, saywee, marcus, congwen, kunming, jiaming, dingrui, xueqi, garadine, summer :) ii followed xueqi, yijie, saywee nnd jiaming to kpool first.. saywee n xueqi VS jiaming nnd yijie..xueqi n say wee lost to dem in the 1st round but manage to win in 2nd round..hurhur=x went for 2rds of pool den joined dem for kbox :)..and dingrui can really sing lahs..he loves chenxiaochun alot..keep picking his song or can ii say his voice only suit his songs??lols anyway, its really fun!..:)..

27 July 2007
Today gotta cabbed to sch coz xueqi woke up late..
as usual i wait for her at bishan, thus i was late for sch so got to cabbed to school..
cost me $5++..:(
then she explained that she did set alarm, but dunno why it din ring luhh so she reached sch b4 CMTHS tut starts..
We skipped bcom cos we went for the so called "interview" for jobs during holidays..then xueqi got herself a clover braclet at$1.80 from the atrium..its nice nnd cheap! den we went to amk kfc for buddymeal...walk ard amkhub n i bought e top fm the shop "busstop" den headed home!..:)

29 July 2007
Today never go for sunday class lessons..then actually honey want to come n find me de..but i dun wan..hehe..:)
tmr got java test..hope i can pass it bahs..:)..if not gotta retake the whole module again liaoz..:(..

30 July 2007
Haix..today de java test quite tough..anyhow fill in the answers..hehe..
then i finish le msg xueqi n see if she wanna hand up the paper n leave..
in the end the teacher ask her why she left the 2nd page blank, she say she dunno how to do..lols
hais..as for me..think i can also fail together with her le..lols

31 July 2007
Today xueqi n i skipped 1 hr of our c.maths lecture coz abit boring..hehe..then pei her go amk hub walk walk while waiting for her friend, scott..then i went to do manicure..do halfway her friend jiu come le..lols..xueqi is sooo good today..she offered to help me to go town to punch my belt holes so that i can go n find honey sooner..hehe..love u lots darling..:)then honey today never went to school coz his teacher never come..so i went to his hse to find him..he playing playstation..lols..then something happen which makes his sis say when i am ard..he is different..lols..when dear send me back home, his mum called me to talk to me about him not going to school n so on..lols..at 9++ she called me again..but i dun blame her..she is also concerned abt his son ah..:)

nnd xueqii told me something shocking in the night..

didnt noe that you are such a person..lols

2007-07-22T19:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO HONEY!!
ENJOYED THE TIMES BEING WITH U..
LOVE U LOTS..*MUACKS*..

Last night slept ard 1am den 6+ jiu wake up
to pei mum to market to help dad lers..
soo tired..then mum went back home ard 10+
coz she going out with my godparents n my aunt..
then i stayed to help dad wash the things up..
wanted to take some of my favourite chicken wings back de..
IN THE END..
a customer came to buy all the chicken wings..:(..
so i had NONE!!..lols..
Then my 三姑 came to take roast duck from us..n she scolded dad..
coz she overheard dad telling a customer tat
if he is a businessman, he will charge him cheaper..lols..

Then an auntie came to sell the lottery tickets..
then talk alot of nonsence with my dad lahs..
say wad i prettier than my sis coz i dun scold my dad
n my dad con't saying wad i bring him luck n so on.
very lols lahx..

Then wanted to go back with dad de..but he keep dragging n talking..
so i wait until pek chek..so went back on my own..
hehe.then meet honey to go pks for lessons..:)

2007-07-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

Today was supposed to meet xq at 12pm den meet marcus n saywee at city hall mrt station at 12.30pm de..but she woke up late so we meet later..but in e end, i became the 1 hu was late..den we board train to city hall n walk to esplanade library to find marcus..he was there alone..saywee reached only at abt 2++..lols..A while after he reached, melisa jiu came le..den we do our marketing project..had a lot of fun n laughters..especially the part where they go use webcam n disturb dear...hehe..

Then ard evening time, issac and his friends came down to find us..lols..coz they wan see the national day preview..n we got ourselves good seats - at the window dere de sofa seats so can see the preview quite clearly..:)..Saw the aeroplanes, helicopter, jelly fishes and THE FIREWORKS!!..DAMN NICE!!..hehe..dear say pei me go watch the actual day de...lols..see how bahx..hehe..

After watching the fireworks, xq n i went back bishan den go to opposite my hse de s11 to eat..after eating, we jiu left le..quite tired..but fun..going to bed soon liaoz..tmr still need wake up early to go to the market to help daddy..lols..sianz.......

p.s. our marketing project is finally done!!..yeah~..left our html project to be due by wed..after that, jiu free le..yeah!!

*jessy*

2007-07-20T18:45:00.000-07:00

Now in school doing my marketing project with xq, say wee and marcus..
Tired~
Tmr still need meet them at noon to do our presentation stuffs lahx..
Coz Monday need present le..
At 2pm den meet melisa to do our html project..
Sianz..tired of projects n presentation lahx..
Looking forward to the holidays sia..hehe
Okay..lets do some recalling..hehe
think this is going to be longest entry..hehe..:)

Tuesday, 17 July 207
Had a bad headache in the morning then xq darling was very tired and wanted more rest so we skipped dspt tutorial..Stayed back in school after lessons with guohao, xq, congwen, saywee to study for our accounting test the next day..but most of them left earlier while me n xq stayed till 6++ before we go back home..sianz..

Wednesday, 18 July 2007
Had accounting test in the morning..i studied very hard for it lahs.. but when I saw the paper, I was like "dunno how to do" lahx.. i only noe how to do 1-2 qns out of the 3 qns lahx.. Haix..Think i gonna fail this test liaoz..
Gonna ask cousin Shi Yun to come and teach me liaoz..
But dunno if she is free anot lahx..
as she starts school lers..
(p.s. she is studying accounting degree in SIM now.smart sia)
After taking the test, as it was raining very heavily..
so xq darling n i slack in school n had our lunch for a while
then we jiu headed to go to bugis..
xq darling bought a cardigan and a t-shirt while i buy a white shorts..
hee..:)

Thursday, 19 July 2007
Today it was raining damn heavily so xq darling and i skipped essit lecture..
she nearly dun wanna go school de lahs..coz she had a quarrel with her bf..
n she slit her wrist..haix..darling ah..dun do anything foolish ok?cheer up..life is precious..
must treasure it wors..:)..then dear nearly wanted to meet me for either lunch or dinner de..
But i dun wan..hehe..in e end, mum never cook dinner coz last night, dad spoilt the whole tap in the bathroom lahx..den got to off the main water supply and on it again when u need to use it coz once it is on, the water will start splashing out from the bathroom tap lahx..so mum couldn'tt cook dinner..so i take away dinner for me, bro n dad..den when i reached home, sis de friend send his workers down to help us change all the water pipes in the house..so br0 n i went to our room to have our dinner..coz it is only room that is unaffected lahx..by the time they finished changing the pipes in the house, it was already 8++..den sis start mopping the floors of the living room n mum's room, i change mum's de bedsheets n clean both bro n my table n mop the study room's floor..so tired lahx..then dad, bro n sis washed the floor in the kitchen..by the time all of us finished, it was already 9++..den had my bath only at 10++..so tired..actually had to finish marketing report by tonight coz tmr we are compiling everything together so as to start doing the powerpoint slides..but i was so tired lahx..so didn't do it..opps..hehe..:)

Today

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GERADINE & WEISHEN!
Celebrated geradine's birthday with some of our classmates in school during break today..:)
Dear thought that today is our 2nd anniversary..:(
Just remember the date can le lahx..no need to count de..:)
no wonder my dear will apologise for being such a sotong this month
hehe..
then helped mum to sort out all the gold jewelleries den she put my own in a box..
she also gave me a few small pendants plus ask me to choose a ring..=.='''..also not i getting married..lols..
den doing project today was fun lahx..we were joking ard..but still got do work..then thanks to saywee, issac for their great help lahx..:)..but xq n 1 r abit unhappy with "someone"..hehe..:)..dear de mum called me just now..but i was out of the library room with xq darling den nehs bring my phone so nehx pick up..called dear den know that she called to ask about my chalet preparation..:)
kk..gtg liaoz..going home le..damn tired now..feel like sleeping now sia..if only there is a bed for me to sleep now..hahax..

2007-07-16T09:50:00.000-07:00

*Yawns*
So tired..feel like sleeping now sia..lol
haix..failed my java quiz 2..only get 7/35..
opps..then my exam timetable is out le..
ard the mid to end of august..
only got 5 exams..hehe..
but think i gonna start studying hard liaoz..
cant fail anymore le lahx..:)
Hmm..cant wait for holidays to come..
hehe..then say wee n yijie they all are planning le lahs
sentosa trip + ask manpreet bring us ard johor..lols

*HAIX*
this java practical gonna end soon liaoz
after this, there will be a html test..
hope i wun fail this test again lahx
already flunk a total of 2 tests liaoz..
1 is java quiz 2 n e other is html quiz 1.
opps..if today de html fail again..
jiu die liaoz..hehe..
all the best to me..hahax..:)

honey..i will TRY not to sleep during lectures..
will TRY not to sleep so late..hehe..:)
will also TRY not to fail anymore tests??hehe..:)

*jessy*
miss you~

2007-07-15T22:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, we didnt accomplished anything at all lahx..at ard 4pm, saywee and marcus started to play dota, xq play audition n i watched shows on youtube..lol..then glendon came to find xq at 7+..then awhile ltr we jiu left le..say wee oso going out..with issac they all to changi beach to have nasi lemak?lol..den xq, glendon and another friend of theirs (vincent) pei me wait for bus 58 before they go to bedok de lan shop..lols..

Today actually woke up at 9.30am de..but after i wake up, i wemt to mum's room then i fall asleep again till 10.15am..lols..then dear came over to my hse at ard 12++ coz he wanna me to help him with his blog stuffs..lols..then he oso go play sf (soldier front) while i go watch my scv show..hehe..then dear say he doesn't feel like going to pks for lessons so we went to vivo city instead..we walked ard then dear pei me to candy empire to get candies after that, we jiu go back bishan..bought some breads from breaktalk coz all the breads are going at $1 to celebrate their 7th anniversary..:)..so the queue was damn long lahx..after that, dear send me home, he jiu left le..

Before he reached braddell mrt, he told me that the 3 breads that he bought are finished..1 of it was damn big lahx..omg..lols..Then later in the night, godma called n asked mum to go down n take durians..in the end bro n me went down..he keep twisting the whole plastic bag la..den my hand was there..so my index finger kena cut by the durians..*ouch*..but heng it is not a deep cut..:)..when we open the plastic bag, inside only got 1 durian..still got other fruits like 1 pineapple, a few mangosteens, a few rambutans, a few small guavas and some otah..lol..after that then i noe that my godparents went to malaysia today and got all these stuffs de..lol..

*jessy*
dear..it was fun going out with u today..hehe..looks like u need to wait till next sunday then can see me liaoz..hehe..:)

2007-07-14T15:56:00.000-07:00

Currently at say wee's house again..doing project
lols..but all of us r kinda tired..n a bit not in the mood to do project lahx
coz all doing their own things now..lol
slept only at 2am in the morning..
den honey called me 3 times in the morning..
but i nehs answer..finally at 9am, i forced myself to wake up..
hee..den honey told me his blog link n ask me to help him with some stuffs..
i will try to help but no promises coz i oso not v pro in that..
hehe..

then just now say wee n i helped candice darling n her bf..coz they gt a small disagreement over something..lols..we talked to her bf..lol..but think he thought that the person hu talked to him was me.but some parts was done by say wee..hee..
sis..anything let me noe kaes? will try my best to help de..:)..cheer up.

*yawns*
looks like my brain is shutting down le..hahax...so think i wil update again tonight bahx..gonna work on my marketing project le..e deadline is up soon..somemore ltr marcus need to leave at 5pm..lols..

*jessy*
honey..think will help u with ur blog tonight when i reached home bahx..:)..love you

2007-07-13T20:38:00.000-07:00

Today nearly overslept..guess i am too tired lers?
lol..i oso dunno..hehe..
was late for lecture with xq..
the 2 tests that we had today are still quite ok..
think can at least have a pass for them bahs..
:)...
after tests, stayed in school to slack with xq and mel for a while
before going back home..

sianz..today is a boring day..its BLACK FRIDAY - (FRIDAY 13)
i m quite suay today lors..keep bumping onto something..
lols..

*jessy*
hope today is a better day for you.:)

2007-07-12T20:48:00.000-07:00

This morning was raining very heavily..i was walking to bishan mrt station,then from far, i heard an auntie screaming..then finally i saw the auntie..drenched in the rain and shouting towards the cars in the road..the strange thing was that i don't understand what she was shouting about at all sia..lols..then as i walked past her, she looked at me so strangely lahx..lol..i wonder why are there so many strange people in this world..lol..especially in bishan..Last year i also encountered a stranger..but worse than the 1 i saw today..at least today that auntie wun come n talk to me lahx..lol..

During accounting tutorial today, something very interesting happened..yijie came into the class with his fringe pinned up..so funny lahx..then during e short break, summer, geraldine and melisa tied his hair up..make till very funny..like a girl lahx..hahax..then we took alot of pictures..gonna make him famous..lol..

After school, went back home..wanted to go bath but mum is in a rush to go for her flower arrangement class..so i let her bath first instead..then she told me to help her to mop the kitchen floor, wash up the dirty dishes and cups..sianz..but she rewarded me!!with desserts.. aloe vera with sea coconut and dried longans..yummy..long time never eat le..somemore this dessert was created by me de..hehe..

*jessy*

honey..take care of urself wors..hope u get well soon..:)

2007-07-12T11:40:00.000-07:00

Haix..
Yesterday slept only at 1am..then today 7.30am jiu wake up le..
coz wanna study for ESSIT quiz 2..
Damn tired sia..
BUT..
after doing the test..
think there is a high chance that i may fail it..
coz its either i dunno how to do the qns or i forgot the ans liaoz..
:(..
hope i can at least score a just pass grade bahx..:)

haix..honey getting sick soon..
he keep sneezing till his nose can challenge with rudolf liaoz..
lol..
honey..take care wors..

okays..got to go and do my work liaoz..think i will be back again tonight bahx..:)..
depenging..coz gotta study for tmr de 2 tests..cant afford to fail le..

*jessy*

2007-07-11T23:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was late for my web tut but the teacher say give a chance so my attendance was taken..:)..after lecture, say wee, melisa, xueqi and me went to e library to do our html project..we didnt do much coz just wanna do research first..lol..then xq went home first..we continued to stay..then say wee n i left about 4++..i went to buy my dspt and web lecture notes (part 2) first..after that jiu headed home liaoz..:):):)

Today after accounting lecture, xueqi and i jiu leave le..we went to bishan library to study for our ESSIT quiz 2 tmr..we stayed there till abt 12++ den we went to have lunch at the very famous chicken rice stall opp my house..then we went to photocopy things..after that, wanted to go back to the library de..but xueqi say she dun feel like coz the air con there very cold..so in the end, she went to my place..1 of her friend hu stayed next to my block came over too to pei her..after 1 hour++, they jiu left liaoz..then i pei dear chat a while..after hanging up, i jiu fall asleep on mum's bed..guess i m too tired??..i wake up only at 6pm lahx..haix..slept for 3 hours..lol..then at night..see honey and bro play soldier front..so damn funny lahs..bro anyhow use the gun to shoot him..hehe..then i went to cut the lemons that mum buy..n start squeezing them to make lemon ice so that i can put them into the honey drink that i made..:)..i only today then drink honey so confirm not as sweet as u..hehe..
Tmr de test..i haven finish studying ah..HOW??..lol..better start studying liaoz..dun wanna grumble le..hehe..:)..hope can pass bahx..

*jessy*
miss you lots..:)

2007-07-09T23:53:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!
Finally changed my blogskin le..waited to change it for a long time liaoz..lol..
AND My java practical test nnd biz com de argumentative essay test is finally over lers..:)..
wasnt feeling well during my bizcom test..haix..dunno wad's wrong with me..:(
but this week still got 3 more tests to go..:(...
thursday got ESSIT quiz - 4 Chapters
friday got C.maths test and biz com grammer test..
gotta study hard liaoz...

Today marketing is fun for the very first time lahx..
Its the first time our class are so noisy together
and there is laughter in Mrs Pat Hu's class lahs..
lols..

*jessy*
miss ya lots..:)
candice darling..i try to meet u n lynn for dinner tmr kaes?but no promises..:)

2007-07-09T11:20:00.000-07:00

SIANZ..
dunno if i can pass my practical test or not lehs..
coz got some qns i dunno how to do..:(
if fail, may have to retake the module liaoz..haix..
after test, went to mac for breakfast with xq, say wee, mel and guohao..
but guohao went back for lessons first..lol..
now having web application lab lessons..
sianz...
k..be back again tonight bahx..gotta go do some stuffs liaoz..
later still got bizcom test..bored..

*jessy*

2007-07-08T23:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we did project till abt 8+ then leave say wee's house and then go to his house nearby de hawker centre and c the guys eat..after they eat le..the 3 of us shared a cab back..when we reached bishan..the meter was $18..whoa..lol..then me, xq and her friend went to 1 of the hawker centre at bishan to have our dinner cum supper..by the time i reached home, it was already 11pm lahx..damn tired..*yawns*

Today went to sunday class with dear dear..lydia and hs never go coz they need to go to their relative's place..lol..then e time was still early so we went to j8 to walk awhile then jiu take bus to pks le..when we reach there, we are still very early lahx..so we sit there n slack ard till lessons starts..when lessons start, we began to feel bored..so i took dear de paper and start drawing..hehe..after that, jiu become our conversation too liaoz..hahax..very lol lahx..hahax..we are too bored lahx..hehe...

Haix..tmr still got 2 tests : java practical test and biz com de argumentative essay test..and i haven start on it..java test is an open book de..but think i will fail coz i cant understand it at all..lol..as for biz com..hope i can do well bahx..coz dun wanna disappoint dear..AHH!! dunno lahx..lol..

*jessy*
missing you..:)
think you are really tired and are sound asleep le..so sleep tight and sweet dreams..hope you have a nice day in school tmr.. :)..start school le..must study well wors..dun eat wrong medicine too much hoh..hehe..

2007-07-07T14:15:00.000-07:00

Currently at say wee's house with xueqi..
doing our marketing project..
was supposed to start at around 12pm de lors..
but marcus was LATE!!!
for 3 hours lors..hmph..lols..
so we ate our lunch while waiting for him to come..
we went opp say wee's house to go and buy mac and eat..
then when we come back..an uncle keep looking at us from another apartment de outside..
and GUESS WHAT!!!
that uncle turned out to be saywee's dad..lols
k lahx..gonna start work soon liaoz..
will be back agin tonight..hopefully bahx...:)

p.s. dear should be having his swimming competition at the carnival soon bahs..all the best to him..:)

*jessy*

2007-07-06T21:42:00.000-07:00

Today school ended early..coz there was no business com lessons..after that, i went to dear's place again coz need to finish up my argumentative essay..monday got test..:(..but was surprised to see dear doing his homework when i reached his place lahx..hahax..first time sia..lol..then i keep suaning him..coz some qns secondary school learnt b4 but he forget le still need me to teach him..hahax..then i also keep saying his handwriting v ugly.hahax..:).then he finish his work le, he typed out a draft argumentative essay for me..:)..then he meet a friend at kallang mrt station..then we went to bishan together..he n his friend went to bishan mrt station there to take bus 13..while i walk home myself coz mum want me to go and buy soup..lol..

then dear's mum called me to ask me where m i n so on..lols..coz she told me that dear 8+ still haven reach the school...haix..den i called him but he was in the class le..lols..

*jessy*
thanks dear..for helping me to do e draft of my argumentaive essay.:)..love u.

2007-07-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

Today is the all lectures day lahx..me n xq skipped the whole day of lessons lahx..except going to school just to pass say wee and guohao the donuts then we ate something in school jiu left liaoz..v dotx lahx..lol...(dear..u only guessed half correct..u bet that i sure wun go school today but i did..just that i never go for lessons nia..hehe)..then xq darling pei me go dear's house to do our argumentative essay..but she nehs really start lahx..coz she says dear de room got no study mood.lol...so she starts exploring the room and the house..lols..then awhile later, she jiu left to go and meet glendon le..we pei her take lift coz she was afraid to take e lift alone..lols..after she left, dear and i started to work on my argumentative essay..heng dear was there lahx.he was e one hu thinked of most of the points de lahx.i cant think of anything..hehe..

then we slacked at his house for a while..i jiu left liaoz..in the night, xq told me that she went to glendon house..actually supposed to study de but in the end they did nothing except sleeping..so dotx lahx..lol

*jessy*
love you..:)

2007-07-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

today me n xueqi skipped the c.maths lecture then meet both our bfs at city hall to go and queue for the donut factory de donuts..today de queue was so much shorter lahx..we only queue about 1h+ to 2h..lol..dear bought 2 dozens, i bought 2 dozens (1 for myself and e other 1 help mel to buy de), xq buy 1.5 dozens(1 for herself and the other half dozen for glendon) while glendon help saywee and guohao to buy a dozen each..

after that, xq and glendon go watch movie at suntec while i pei dear back home coz he needs to put the donuts down and then get his stuffs before going for his night class..so i stayed there till about 5+ then i meet mel at kallang mrt station to pass her the donuts..then dear send me home before taking bus 13 to yck for lessons..

tmr is all lectures day..might not be going coz v tired..tmr den c how bahx..:)

*jessy*
love the donuts and also love my beloved dar dar..:)

2007-06-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

yawns~
woke up late today..was supposed to meet dear at 11+ at dhoby ghaurt de..coz we are going to sentosa to attend his mum's company de family day..lol..but in the end i woke up only at 10+ so dear came to my place to meet me..then we go sentosa together..by the time we reached there, it was already 12+ going to be 1pm le..after lunch i pei dear go kayaking..but the weather really v hot then i cant take it so i exchanged with hong chan..let him pei dear..=p..then we kept on walking around coz nothing to do..lol..then 4+ we went ard the games store..n see dear they all play..n i suddenly saw my cousins and aunts (my father's side de)..so i try to avoid then i guess they didnt see me bahx..lol..

dear went to play bball then he won a small cute little mug n he gave it to me..lol..at ard 5+ that time, me dear, dear's bro and hong chan jiu went to play sky ride and luge ride..4 person for $25..lol..quite fun but e queue was quite long so in the end we were late in meeting candice and ifan lahx..lol..but before going to meet them, i pei dear go to 1 of e shop there to get a 3/4 pants..but damn suay lahx..when i went in jiu ran into my 3rd aunt..she was like ur cousins are at the other side lehs..u never see them mehs??lol..then we went to palawan beach dere de kou fu to have our dinner..we ordered: fried dumplings, oyster omelette, fishball soup and octopus (this 1 only the guys are eating it..hahas..)while eating, candice was the one entertaining us..hahax..so we had alot of nonsense and laughters..lol..

after eating..the 2 couples jiu go take a stroll along the beach and we took alot of pictures..think i will upload it when i have received them from candice darling bahx..after everything..we jiu took shuttle bus to vivocity and shared a cab home..although it was a tiring day..but i enjoyed the FUN!! :)

jessy*

2007-06-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

Today xueqii darling never come to school coz she got no mood..:(..so i meet guohao at bishan den we go school together..lol..

During c.maths lecture, say wee keep disturbing me..when i pinning up my hair, he keep removing it..hmph..den when i listening to dickson teaching, he want to take my pencil away from me but i found out before he did it successfully..lol..during break..we go com lab to submit the elective language thing..i chose japanese as my 1st choice, french as my 2nd choice and business mandarin as my last choice..lol..

den i nehs go business communication lesson coz heard that teacher will only be teaching grammer and maybe going through the essay..so me n melisa darling pon that lesson..she go city hall to queue for donut factory de donuts while i go down to amk to find candice and pei her watched the movie "hooked on you"..it is a nice show..however the 2 of us dun really like the ending part..lol..after that, i pei her go orchard to collect her contact lenses..then pei her go dhoby and meet dear..den dear n i pei her take train all the way down to harbourfront den we take back to dhoby again..den jiu board train home liaoz..lol..:)..

*melisa darling..had a nice chat with u today..hahax..hope u enjoy ur donuts..:)
*xueqi darling..cheer up kaes?hope to see you back in school again on monday..=)
*candice darling..have a nice day with u today..but can dun be so funny next time?coz everytime u sure make me laugh till stomach pain de..lol
* lynn baobei..Where are u??long time nehs contact us le..:(
*cheryl darling..find 1 day, we go out together ok?long time nehs have a chat or outing with u ler..:(

*jessy*
miss ya...:)

2007-06-27T07:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday xueqi darling nearly give me a big fright lahs..suddenly drop a few tears..darling..cheer up kaes?..:)..but during c.maths lecture she jiu ok le..but say wee keep disturbing me when i want to sleep la..take my pencil case then my book..also dunno what he want sia..lol..after sch..we went to library to do html project..then i pei xueqi go bugis walk walk..i bought a wallet from wallet shop at $33..:(..really must control my spendings liaoz..:)..den at night, dear and i had a conference with candice and ifan..candice was there toking a lot of rubbish lahx..but really make e 3 of us laugh till stomach pain lors..lol..

Today xq n i pon web n marketing lecture..but she go plaza singapura to find her friend while i went to fitness first to find candice n wait her to finish her workout..after that, we headed to cineleisure to buy movie tickets for "Hot Fuzz"..(she bought 2 couple seats for me and dear and a normal seat beside for herself..lol..)after that, i pei her go subway to eat lunch..while waiting for my dear to come, we went to make a handphone keychain which costs $8.90..but its nice lahx..:)..then jiu go watch movie and its damn NICE lahx..:)..after watching show..we proceed to heeren..i bought a pair of shoes from URS at $27.10 (u.p. $33.90)..i also bought 2 hair clips..after that, we go taka to find xueqi and her friend..then we went to food republic to have a drink and chat..so funny lahx..all because of candice who was there to entertain and make us laugh till stomach pain..lol..after that, xq n her friend go far east while e rest of us went back home..lol..

enjoyed the day out after all..:)

*jessy*
its a tiring day..so hope u have a good sleep..love you..:)

p.s. somehow i feel that quite a few of my friends are a bit down recently..dunno isit i too sensitive or wad lehs..but i really hope that those who are unhappy can cheer up..anything can always give me a call or come and talk to me de..i have a pair of good listening ears..hehe...:)..

2007-06-25T09:09:00.000-07:00

OH NO!!
gonna fail my java quiz 2 le..
so hard..:(
first day of school and i fail the first quiz..
sianz..
HOW??..
i think i really need help liaoz!!..
must study and start mugging lers..lol..

xueqii darling..think we can fail together liaoz..lol..:(..but u damn pro sia..u should noe wad..hehe..so think u will do better than me lors..:)..
guohao envying me..hehe..

*jessy*
thanks for your encouragement dear..but i guess i will disappoint u this time..:(

2007-06-24T23:32:00.000-07:00

Sianx..
tomorrow jiu start school liaoz..
somemore got java quiz early in e morning
nnd i realised that i don't know alot of things sia..
think i gonna fail it liaoz..
haiz..
just now used dear msn account to tell candice i miss her
she thought that it was dear who said that..hehe..opps..:)..so she called me just to tell me
after i told her the truth..she was like WTH..hehe..
now talking on the phone with dear and candice..
lol..then e 2 of them bickering again..hahax..

candice darling..cheer up kaes?dun so 'angry'..hehe..anything just col me..:)

*jessy*
miss you..

2007-06-23T21:15:00.000-07:00

Today is my grandfather de 91th birthday..happy birthday to him and hope that he can stay healthy...:)
Teacher cavin send me and my bro to my grandmother hse after giving my brother tuition..:)..then eldest sis came to drive us to amk blk 128 there to eat dinner and celebrate..lol..

*jessy*
dear..congratulations to you passing your FTT..:)..
miss and love you