Today is the last day of the freshman orientation lers..time passes so fast...so fast and the 4 days of the freshman orientation is over...during these past 4 days, it was really fun and enjoying..thanks to all those programs planned by our OGLs and the S.I.T club...today the finale was really nice but some parts v sian...a few of us nearly fall asleep...opps...hahax..but overall, it was quite good...:):)..then yesterday, i came up with a plan of writing some short notes in a card n get the whole class to sign on it so as to thank the 3 kind and loving OGLs who was with us during these past 4 days..when i pass it to jolyn, i was so scared that she will cry sia..lol..but luckily she say she like the card..hahax..then i also know from her that the other seniors and all the OGLs for DBI saw the cards..hahax..but jolyn cried during their meeting..she say coz she v emotional de..lol..hope all the OGLs enjoyed the days being with us..:):) and we can continue keeping in touch with them..Then just now i helped my mum to mop the floor and wash the dishes because she is very tired after going to the market to help my dad..besides, she has a arranging flower de class tonight ma..den time is running short..so she ask me to help her if not she got no time to wash the clothes...:)
Today after having a conference with lydia and jeremy, after listening to what he told lydia and lydia de opinion..i am really dumbfounded..i dunno what to say...he told lydia what, he misses me and what he hope that i can give him another chance and so on la..i really dunno if i can still believe what he says lors after knowing most of the things that he say to me before were nothing but lies..thus, i really dunno what i should do lors..i really dunno what are the things that he said are true and what are those that are false le...
AHHH!!!!! i really v fan and tired...tired of everything ah....!!!!!
Then lydia say maybe i didnt love him very much so i didnt really or want to sacrifice so much..is it really that way??or is it because what he want from me and what i want from him is totally different..??i also dunno..haix..i really very fan lah!!! i really dunno what to do lors..i really dunno how to face him on Saturday when i go for the camp with lydia lors..
HOW?????????*jessy*