Sch ends at 1pm today
then went to mac then to find cheryl darling..
she with her classmates..
her school ends at 12pm de
then she waited for me to finish sch then will head
to town tgt..
when we got out of train @ orchard, going up by escalator
got 1 lady suddenly ask where she got her dress from
v nice..hahas
that was her mum buy for her from Bangkok de..:)

Then we went to wisma,taka while waiting for her n lynn de friend,rayner
after knowing him,he is quite a nice guy sia
hahas
then we walked ard while waiting for him to go do his tatoo touch-up
the design is nice but i hate when the blood comes out la
so disgusting..

After that,they pei me go suntec bruan buffel to get 1 year pressie for bf
i know i took a very long time to decide.
sorry..:)
but thanks for all the advices
we were walking back to citylink when we caught LYNN
we were waiting for her lahs
then she pei us go have dinner then chat a while she jiu left
as she has bible study..

then e 3 of us jiu continued loitering ard liaoz
hahs
candice wanted to come n find us to have dinner de
but we had dinner liaoz then cheryl also dun wan..
lols
then we wanted to plan night activity with xq - go liquid kitchen de
but rayner dun wan then cheryl n i were v tired so next time bahs.:)

Breadtalk (面包物语) = 面包讲话!
hahas

FUN going out with u guys today
will upload pics when cheryl send it to me..:)
much LOVES..:D

Honey will be driving to come n pick me up tmr for a briefing at pks
*fun*
not the first time lahs
but its the first time only e 2 of us..hahas

Today left early from work by 15mins like that
to meet xq at town
went to do manicure
then wanted to do shopping de but didnt see anything lehs

somemore not feeling well
think never eat much or wad bahs
had bad headache
on bus still pain till i nearly vomit sia
damn uncomfortable lahs
reach home go sleep for awhile
wake up jiu ok liaoz
hahas

Doing facial TMR!!

HAPPY 11TH ANNIVERSARY DEAREST..!:)

1 More month to go jiu 1 year liaoz..:)

Love you lots lots..

This morning my aunt called
knew it was her when the phone rings
coz she mon no need go market de
so anything she would call during that time
lols
she called to inform my mum that my grandma is in hos
not feeling well bahs then my cousin send her there
NND
that the maid has been sent back le
she bought a guy back home lahs
somemore in the night when my 3rd aunt n cousins haven slept
lols
mum didnt tell me much so i msg Shi yun (my closest cousin)
to gossip then she told me half of e story only coz
she needs to study for her exams liaoz
hahs

Went out with dearest today.
he waited for me to knock off then we proceeded to Dhoby
wanted to catch movie there de but the time not suitable
so in the end we went to get newspaper to check movie timings
then we proceed to MS
Its damn crowded there can?
wanted to catch 4+ show de but only left 1st row
so we decided to catch e 6+ de
oso left only 3rd row from e front then jiu no choice liaoz
lols

then we went to Starbucks to have a drink
dear tried dunno wad american coffee
damn disgusting la
lols
then he got mocha latte for me (i think)
oso not v nice lors
but much better than dear's de
in the end he was e 1 who finish both drinks
hahas

then we went to walk walk
then back to watch the movie and home sweet home
hee:)

love you lots..

hee
dear n me ok liaoz
thanks for everybody's concern
especially xueqii darling..:)
love all of you..

honey..u better dun break your promise again
NND
you have to thank xueqii n cheryl n all
for helping u to say so many good words.:)
love you.
still under probation ah..HEE:)

oh ya..also must thank my brother..hahas

OPPS
Long time never update my blog liaoz
coz the whole holidays was busy with my work.
i was working at international plaza, tanjong pagar de S.H.Ng & Co.
Office admin job.its an audit firm.
Most of the days got to work ot with agnes, my supervisor
as there were really many things to do..

Last sat was supposed to be last day of work de.
but agnes still got a lot of filing which i haven finish helping her to complete
i decided to go back after school this week. (Tues, Wed, Fri n maybe Sat)
Half day each.
like that still can get ard 100 bucks.
extra pocket money
wanted to save that money to get dear a 1 year anni pressie de

BUT
he made me angry today
When i talked to lydia in msn today
i found out that ard 2mths ago dear smoked
but he didnt tell me
now he call me but i reject all his calls.
he say he didnt mean it n he was sorry
however i just felt that he shd not keep things frm me
he promised n say that he never smoke liaoz
so he should keep his promise towards me n his mum
even if he did it accidentally or wad
he can tell me e truth when it happens
why must wait so long till my friend come n tell me about it?
why must i know the truth through my friend's mouth?
why cant he be honest towards me?
we have been tgt for almost a year le
i m his gf lehs.or rather does he treat me as one?

it is really hurtful to know that the guy u loved the most has been lying to you
its been 2 mths since that incident happened la
he had plenty of time to tell me what really happened ah
i would have forgive him.
but now
i also dunno what i really should do..
i just feel very very disappointed in him..


Just now i talked to cheryl about it.
really felt v comfortable talking to her
perhaps she experienced these things too much?
but i really appreciate alot sis.
really a big thank you to you.:)
Xq. thanks alot to you too.:)sis..thanks for accompanying me to chat
n so on.i really appreciate it alot
Lydia n candice,thanks for letting me know the truth.
if we really quarrel,i wun blame u guys but would thank u all
coz at least i found out the truth.:)

Today was also ym's birthday.
Actually dear told me that he smoke also because he want to
clear the last stick for him so that he can get a new pack.
then cheryl say he like also getting me into trouble.
really quite true sia.
dunno what i owe him in my past life sia
his birthday would be the day i m being hurt by dear
n part of the reason was because of him.
what a joke.

After school, yj n gh was still saying me n dear are inhuman
wun quarrel de.
now really let their suay mouth come true?
BIG QUARREL ON THE WAY??
i also dunno
But after such a long day,i m really tired
does anyone knows?
wake up at 7.30 for work then rush to school then
go home then rush to school again then help mum to
get some stuffs before going back home.
go home le still must go through this stupid thing
i m really really v tired la.

I just dun understand.
Am i really that hard to talk to?
Am i really that unreasonable or not understanding?
If not, why cant he tell me e truth?
During cny period, we were already tgt for abt 8 mths plus la.
why still must keep things from me?
dont u know that i hate ppl to lie to me
that was also part of the reason y i broke up with your gd fren (YM)
I am not v hard to understand bahs
i no need u to buy me everything or wad.
i only need you to share everything with me
thats what couples are for.isnt it?
i really v sadn disappointed in you.
i dunno wad i should do next
who can teach me?
i am v confused abt wad i should do next.

I dun wan to quarrel with u or let u hear me cry
thats y i dun wan to answer your calls
sometimes i really despise or hate myself.
I can always listen to ppl's problems n give them solutions
but why when it comes to my own problems, i am unable to solve it
or be strong?

You guys may think that it is just a small problem
n i am just making a big fuss out of nth
you guys may be right but think it this way.
if your loved ones lies to you, wouldnt it mean that you are
not being trustworthy enough for him or her to share it with you?
then wouldnt you feel hurt or sad about it?
If you dun share your things with me,how do you want me to
share mine with u?

I guess after cooling down for awhile, i would be fine bahs.
Dun worry guys.
I know you all care alot for me.
I will be fine de.
Mum is sick so cant let her know about all this things
Dad is also not in good health nowadays
Everything got to keep to myself is a painful thing
But i still have to stay strong.
I cannot let my parents worry for me at this time.

So can i really trust you again?
Being with you for the past few months was really very
happy.we have never quarreled before so can we keep up with it.?
I really hoped we can.
Would you really keep your promise to me?
I really hoped so..........

**
Candice dar.Dun say all those things la
u are a good friend though u missed out alot of things
its ok.i dun blame you.