Yeah~ I m back again..lols so long never blogged le..:) Just finish my econs presentation.. having java practical now..:) i scored 36/50 for my practical test..:):):):) after next week, we jiu start our study break liaoz..:):):):) then got to chiong for my exams le..if not cant have fun in the chinese new year. somemore my results for last sem is not so good.:(:(:(:(..so gotta work extra extra hard this time round..:) yipee.. Second sister is getting married in 2 days time. so busy this few months preparing for it.. look forward to it sia..:).. me n her friends(4) n my 2 cousins are planning to tekan my bro-in-law on sunday le.. wahahahahas.. lols.. NND We are having lots of problems just on doing the wedding dinner de arrangement lahs!!! i just dun understand why my 2nd uncle n my grandma cant let us do it ourselves? why must they bother so much?it is my sis who is getting married lehs..its not as if there is no place for them.why cant they allow my grandparents (mother side) to sit at the VIP table with us???my mother's father is already 90++ this year lahs.cant he sit at the table for one time?its the first that my house is having a wedding lahs..it should be a happy thing.why must we make it so complicated n troublesome?? Haix.i just dun understand what they are thinking la. my grandpa(father's side) is also not so demanding like them.why cant they be like him???? :(:(:( Yesterday we were talking abt something when dad suddenly came out of the house with blood at ard the top of his nose there to forehead. so scary lahs then eldest sis n bro faster bring him go 24h clinic near my place to see a doc. then me, my mum n my 2nd sis stayed at home n wait for news. we were also chatting. its been really a long time we really can sit down n talk abt the past liaoz. although i dunno rmb the things that happened when i was young, i still remember that when dad was driving taxi at least once a week last time, he would always bring me n my younger bro to zoo on monday.. so unforgettable memories just came back. thinking abt it just make my tears dropped down.. :'( I still rmb that dad would always bring us out when he is free. then the most unforgettable childhood thing is that dad carried me to sit on his neck n walk home together. BUT all these can never happened again as i am already so big le. furthermore now dad helped my grandma sell meat at the market, he was always so busy. not enough time to rest. no time to go out with us n he is old with alot of illnesses. having all these memories would be enough. i only hoped dad will be alright. if possible, i truly hoped that 1 day my grandma would allow dad n my 3rd uncle to stop selling meat in the market..............i believed she also have feelings.seeing her 2 sons working so hard just to earn a little money..doesn't she feel heart ache for them?? furthermore if my dad doesn't work in the market, he would be able to have more rest n thus eat lesser of the food outside and the oily meat he is eating, i believe that would be much much better for his high blood pressure, diabetes n high cholesterol.