its 1.30am and i am still not asleep yet
when i told him that i am tired and wanna rest early.
but dunno why i just cant get to sleep..
hais..
i am just thinking, was i very unreasonable?
was it my fault that causes things to turn out this way?
in the first place, maybe i should just reject going out with him?
i really dunno...............
i just hoped that all this would end soonnnnnnnnnn